Jo Wren
On Christmas Eve, my husband's widowed sister-in-law, Roxy, called again.
My husband, Damian Caruso, was in his study, listening to his underboss go over the books.
I glanced at my husband's phone. Roxy's name flashed across the screen, and I answered.
Her voice was sweet and helpless.
"Dami, the backyard cameras just caught a man climbing over my wall. I don't know what to do..."
I knew that carefully practiced helplessness all too well.
I kept my voice even. "Do you want me to send some men to check it out?"
There was a pause. When Roxy spoke again, the sweetness had drained from her voice.
"Camilla? Why are you answering his phone? I don't need armed men showing up at my house and drawing attention. Dami is the only one I trust."
Damian stepped out of his study, and I handed him the phone.
I didn't hear what Roxy said, but his expression changed at once.
"Okay. I'm on my way."
I knew what that meant. Nine months pregnant, and I'd be spending Christmas Eve dinner alone again.
Five years of marriage. Five Christmas Eves. The same thing every year.
Roxy's calls always came in the early evening on Christmas Eve. Never too early, never too late.
Damian grabbed his coat, wearing that familiar look of apology.
"Roxy has it hard enough on her own. Marco took a bullet for me. I promised him I'd look after her and the boy."
"I'll check on her and come straight back. I promise I'll be home in time for Midnight Mass."
It wasn't a question. He was telling me what he'd already decided.
For the first four years, I'd argued. I'd cried. I'd asked him why he always left.
And Damian always gave the same answers.
"We're family. If I can help, I should."
"Don't worry. This year, I'll stay the whole night with you."
But he had never kept that promise.
Outside, the church bells began to ring, and snow started to fall.
I watched him walk away and suddenly realized I no longer cared whether he made it back in time.
This year, I wasn't going to wait for him.