LOGINHaving grown up with her parents favoring her brother over her, my mother hates it when parents don't treat their children equally. For as long as I can remember, our family has operated by pursuing equality over everything else. When my older twin sister, Cheryl Moore, fails to make the final round of a competition, I'm forced to withdraw even though I've been chosen. Even though my shoe size is smaller than Cheryl's, our parents insist on buying the same size for both of us. When Cheryl falls sick, I'm forced to take the same medication even though I'm not sick. Then the SATs come along. I can't help but do my best and net a great score. Instead of doing as Mom and Dad demanded and applying to the local community college with Cheryl, I decide to try for Shinefield University, one of the top universities in the country. Mom and Dad think I broke the family rules, so they start holding me in contempt and rebuke me no matter what I do. Only when I agree to apply to the community college does their attitude toward me improve. On my 19th birthday, I end up in the emergency room. The doctor shows me my medical test results. They indicate that my health is in critical condition. I call Mom ten times before she finally answers. As soon as she does, however, she snaps at me, "Get to the point. I'm busy celebrating Cheryl's birthday with her." Enduring the pain, I force out the words. "Mom, I'm at the hospital. The doctor says I need to pay 10,000 dollars as a deposit before—" Mom cuts me off. "The nerve of you to ask for so much money! Throughout all these years, no matter how many times Cheryl has seen the doctor for her various pains and ailments, she has never spent more than 5,000 dollars! How dare you ask for 10,000 just like that? "You know what? I think you're not sick at all. You're faking this because you still want to go to school out of state, aren't you? "If you're really sick, prove it. I dare you to drop dead in front of your dad and me!" As I clutch the medical report that clearly states I have pancreatic cancer, my eyes turn red. So they're still mad at me for applying to a university of my choice. They think I'm lying. The call cuts off. But, Mom, Dad, if I don't get treatment in time, I'm going to die.
View MoreMany years passed, and Cheryl never came back. She changed all her contact information and blocked Mom and Dad. They went to every city where they thought she might have settled, searching the streets in a frenzy. They called the phone number that had long since been canceled countless times.Alas, Cheryl seemed to have vanished from the face of the earth. They never heard from her again.Only the two aging parents remained in the house.Mom and Dad reinstalled the door they'd removed years ago. The room was filled with stuffed animals, pretty dresses, and the latest shoes.Every month, they would take a bus to the beach in Langerton. They always brought a vanilla cake, the flavor Cheryl hated most and the one I loved most.Mom and Dad would sit on the cold sand all afternoon. Dad would place the cake on a rock and stare out at the crashing waves."Cassie, I went to the supermarket today and saw some fresh oranges. I bought a whole box. They're all at home. No one's eating them
After my parents saw the empty hospital bed and the note on the table, Mom collapsed to the floor. "Cassie!"Dad's face went pale as he fumbled for the car keys. "Quick! We need to head to the beach in Langerton!"He drove down the highway at breakneck speed, while she cried in the front passenger seat, saying, "Step on it, Walter. You need to drive faster! We can't let her go to the beach alone. She'll be frightened. We owe her far too much. We can't let her be alone even in her last moments."Mom sobbed as though her heart were breaking. Her muffled cries filled the car the entire way.The sun gradually sank into the horizon. The sky was aglow in the colors of dusk. Golden light spilled across the shimmering water, and it was a breathtaking sight.Mom and Dad found me at the far end of the beach. I was quietly leaning against a rock, clutching a white seashell I had just picked up."Cassie!" Mom's voice carried through the wind.I turned my head and saw Mom and Dad dashing tow
Dad didn't bother listening to any more of Cheryl's ranting. He simply ended the call.I stared blankly at him. I could hardly believe it. Were these really my parents? They had actually rejected Cheryl's demands for my sake. That never would've happened before.…Over the next few days, Mom and Dad devoted all their time and energy to me. They didn't even go back to the house.Dad went to the mall and bought me several pairs of soft sneakers. They were exactly the right size, and the soft soles gave my feet plenty of cushioning.As far as I could remember, this was a rare moment when my shoes actually fit properly.Mom threw away all my clothes, which had been washed until they were faded and rough against my skin. She replaced them with the softest, most comfortable cotton pajamas.However, as I stared at the new clothes and shoes, I felt nothing but a deep sense of irony. If these things had come into my life a few years earlier, perhaps I wouldn't have ended up sick from the
I didn't know how long it'd been before I finally opened my eyes. When I looked to the side, I saw Mom and Dad watching over me at my bedside. Their hair was disheveled, and their eyes were bloodshot.The moment Mom saw me wake up, her eyes filled with joy. "Cassie! You're awake!"Her voice was extremely hoarse. She reached out as if to grab my hand, and I instinctively shrank away.Looking at their haggard faces, I instinctively cried out, "I'm sorry… I messed up again. I got in the way of you guys getting Cheryl new things for her trip. I'm sorry. Please don't punish me. Please…"For as long as I could remember, whenever I got sick or something happened to me, all I received from them were their rebukes. They would accuse me of deliberately causing trouble and trying to create problems for the family.But this time, my apology stabbed them right in their hearts.Mom's tears poured down her face. She grabbed my chilly hand and pressed it against her cheek."No, Cassie. I'm the












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