Joe Yo
Throughout our four years of college, Charlotte Montgomery booked train tickets for me and my buddy, Forrest Croft, whenever we headed back to school or went home for break.
She always claimed that getting tickets was a race against the clock, and somehow, the three of us never managed to sit together.
Every time the tickets were issued, Forrest would tear into her in our group chat.
"Charlotte, can you be any more useless? You managed to book three tickets in three different train cars. Next time, you'd better stand right next to him, even if you have to stand the whole way. Otherwise, you'll answer to me."
Charlotte always fired back immediately.
"Who the hell do you think you are? I could crouch at his feet, and it still wouldn't be any of your business."
I believed them.
Even when I spent six hours sitting alone in an uncomfortable seat, or came down with a fever in the middle of the night and called Charlotte more than a dozen times without getting an answer, I assumed she'd fallen asleep in another train car.
It wasn't until our graduation trip, when someone asked to switch seats with me.
I dragged my suitcase over, only to find Forrest with my jacket draped over his shoulders, his head resting on Charlotte's shoulder as they shared a pair of earbuds.
When Charlotte saw me, she simply pulled out one earbud and sat up straight.
"Let's get one thing straight. We've always been careful not to give people the wrong idea. I only kept it from you because I was afraid you'd feel uneasy if you knew we'd be sitting next to each other for six hours."
Forrest patted the seat beside him.
"I'm your buddy. Isn't it better to have me keep an eye on your girlfriend, rather than some random guy sitting next to her?"
Just then, a smiling train attendant came over and handed them a matching set of luggage tags.
"According to our system, you two have sat next to each other on all 16 round trips throughout your four years at college. We'd like to give you this souvenir to commemorate that."
Only after she'd finished speaking did she notice me. She glanced down at the booking details again.
"This is your friend who booked tickets with you, too, right? How come he's the one sitting alone every time, even though all three of you book your tickets together?"
The entire train car fell silent.
I looked at Charlotte's pale face, realizing something. They had never once been separated from each other.
For four years, I'd been left out every single time.