Goldie Lane
The second time Yuri Stone's mistress got pregnant and showed up on my doorstep, I tied her up, dragged her to the hospital for an abortion, and slashed her face.
Then I turned on the gas and waited for Yuri to come home, smiling as I told him we were going to die together.
I didn't snap out of it until our son, Xander Stone, threw himself into my arms, sobbing so hard he could barely breathe.
"Mommy, please don't do this. I'm scared."
The lighter slipped from my hand.
But the next morning, Xander's little body was cold and stiff.
He'd left a final message on his smartwatch.
[Mommy, I'm trading my life so you and Daddy won't fight anymore.]
At the funeral, my brother, Ethan Xavier, slapped me three times in front of everyone. His eyes were bloodshot as he called me a murderer.
My mother, Diane Xavier, fainted from grief. When she came to, she disowned me.
"You drove Xander to his death. I don't have a daughter as vicious as you."
I held Xander's icy little hand and cried until no sound would come out.
That was when Yuri finally seemed to wake up to what he'd done. He dropped to his knees in front of me and swore, "Quinn, let's both of us stop fighting. Can we please start over?"
For Xander's sake, to honor his dying wish, Yuri sent Jasmine Shaw away himself.
After that, he reported where he was going every day without fail. He handed over his phone whenever I wanted to check it. He even installed a tracker so I'd always know exactly where he was, all to make me feel secure again.
Then one day, I went to the hospital to pick up my pregnancy test results.
And there was Yuri, carefully supporting a woman as she walked.
Beside them, a little boy tipped his face up at her, whining playfully.
It was Xander.
The son I'd watched die right in front of me.
"Mommy Sophie, did I do a good job pretending?
"Now nobody can stop us from being together anymore!"