Snowlit Wings
To celebrate our two-year anniversary, my boyfriend, Jace Cole, and I went whale watching in Monterey.
When we checked in, the hotel manager recognized Jace and rushed over with a warm smile.
"Welcome back, Mr. Cole! We’ve set up the room exactly the way you and Miss Laurent like it."
Miss Laurent. Riley Laurent, Jace’s ex of eight years.
My fingers curled tightly into my palms.
The staff suddenly realized their mistake, color draining from their faces as they scrambled to swap Riley’s name for mine on the reservation details.
Jace raised a hand to stop them. "Don't bother. Just clear out the flowers, the stuffed animals, and the cake."
He shot me a brief glance. "Riley loved rituals. The staff here got used to setting all that up for us, so I guess they just defaulted to it today. Don't overthink it; Alex just forgot to cancel the package. Honestly, all that stuff is pretty pointless anyway."
I swallowed the lump in my throat and said nothing.
The next morning, we had to wake up early for the boat charter. I tried calling Jace’s name three times to get him out of bed.
He just pulled the blanket over his head, his voice muffled. "It's always the same routine. Get on the boat, claim a spot, take a few photos. Riley and I already did it. Going back again is just boring. Go on your own."
So, I boarded the boat alone, but luck wasn't on my side.
Seasickness hit me hard, and I didn't even get to see a single whale break the surface.
When Jace came to pick me up at the dock, one of the crew members recognized him and pulled out two printed photos from a past trip.
In the first photo, Jace held Riley wrapped tightly in his jacket to shield her from the freezing ocean wind.
In the second photo, they were kissing against a breathtaking backdrop of breaching whales.
My stomach churned, and I forced my eyes away.
On the third day, I told him I wanted to drive south along Pacific Coast Highway 1.
Jace’s tone was flat. "Riley and I drove Highway 1 a bunch of times. There's nothing new to see down there, and I really don't feel like doing it again."
A heavy silence settled over me.
It hit me all at once. He had already experienced everything with Riley.
Everything he had once shared with her, he now dismissed as pointless as if there was no reason to ever offer it to me.
If this entire trip was nothing more than a tired rerun for him, then it was time to end it right here.