Romans & histoires A Hopeless Romantic All My Life

Roses when I'm gone Prologue Grey If you are looking for a flawless male character, this is not for you. I repeat this is not for you. If you are looking for that dashing, successful, Romantic, loving, handsome, and perfect man, I am not the one. I am far from being perfect. And if you're thinking I'm going to be somehow redeemed by some woman, sorry not sorry to burst your bubble. I am not redeemable.

She watched the denial cross his face, saw anguish enter his brown eyes. "If I hadn't been so selfish, too afraid to lose you...Sharon, none of this would have happened. All your pain and loneliness, all the hurt you've been through for so long..." His voice trailed off as he looked down to hide the moisture in his eyes. A tear slipped free, falling on their joined hands. Sharon felt her own tears fall and she didn't hide them from him. Her voice cracked as she spoke, opening herself completely. "When I look back, the happiest times in my life have been when you two were with me."

5 YEARS LATER. ALISHA'S NOVEL LAST PAGE : often life is a consequences of whose deeds, there is no life without suffering, there is no life without pain, there is no life without agony, If a person says he/she had a happy life, then it is not a life at all. Life should be a rollercoaster of Rainbow with multicolors, the blaze of Passion decides which color should be more Brighter in the rainbow. To love someone is to strive to accept the person exactly the way he/she is..!Alexander Hamilton, the love of my life, the inspiration, the respectable, the smart, the most handsome and yeah the so called Asshole in my life.

He still would not let me in the library though. It was my 22 birthday, and Amara (age 22), Blake (age 26. He had stopped aging 6 years ago.) , and Anthony wanted to take me out to watch a movie. They said it would be worth watching. It was a movie about a man who went to hell to save his wife. They said it was old, but good. The name of the movie was “What Dreams May Come”. It made me cry at the end of it. After the movie we all went our separate ways. Amara had to go to college classes, and Blake had a job as a bodyguard for a client. He wasn’t allowed to tell much about his job. Well he told Anthony, but not me and Amara.

“On this day I promise forever On this day I surrender my heart Here I stand, take my hand And I will honor every word that I say On this day “ Then it’s turn to another music. “Not sure if you know this But when we first met I got so nervous I couldn’t speak In that very moment I found the one and My life had found its missing piece So as long as I live I love you Will have and hold you You look so beautiful in white And from now ‘til my very last breath This day I’ll cherish You look so beautiful in white Tonight “ “What we have is timeless My love is endless And with this ring I Say to the world You’re my every reason You’re all that I believe in With all my heart I mean every word So as

Feigning ignorance, I shook my head and said, "I'd much rather just enjoy other people's weddings. I don't want to be tied up in marriage ever again. Life shouldn't only revolve around marriage. I don't want to have to worry about getting along with my in-laws or my husband cheating on me. "I want to be free to live my own life. While I'm not averse to falling in love, I can no longer feel secure about how long it will last in a marriage." I continued, "Happiness comes in many different forms. It can be a birthday wish from a friend or the joy of eating an ice cream in the middle of summer. It can even be dancing in the rain just for the heck of it… "I think working hard and earning a lot of

As the wind howled past my ears, I thought I heard someone shouting my name. With some effort, I managed to pry my eyes open, only to see the rocky cliff face flashing by me at astonishing speed. My lips curled into a smile as sheer joy coursed through me. This was the perfect ending I had chosen for myself. There was no way I would survive a fall from such a height. My corpse would nourish the earth, and I would never have to see all those women who didn't love me again, be it Leslie, Miranda, Catherine, or Natalie.

] [In the end, all of it was just a moment in time I happened to borrow from God. [And once that time was up, I would lose everything.] [I suddenly feel so cold.] [So this is what a cloudy day feels like.] [This must be God taking it all back.] [My nose is bleeding.] [I–] [Hmm. Goodbye.] [Goodbye, everyone I love.] Bonnie's voice broke into sobs. Her tears dripped onto the diary pages. No one in the audience spoke anymore. Only soft sobs echoed through the room. I couldn't even remember how I finished listening to my own diary. I also couldn't see the expressions on everyone's faces clearly.

With all my love, Aria ❤️