A Hopeless Romantic All My Life 소설 & 이야기

He couldn't get in even if he wanted to with out my permission know one can get in this barn. "I'm not running or hiding I'm just living my fucking life how I want, and just to let you in on a secret I have a boyfriend all ready. So leave me the fuck alone!!"

he said genuinely. "I don't love you no more. What part of that don't you understand?". "I don't know what it is I did wrong to deserve the breakup but I don't think I can survive without you. Come back to me Nina. I want to spend the rest of my life with you".he said as he went on his knees. "I said I don't love you anymore. I am in love with someone else and we are in love with each other. We are dating already. I can't go back to my vomit please. Now get out before I embarrass you".She said shouting on top of her voice.

And in that moment, I knew there was only one more promise I needed to make. All my life, I had made grand gestures and theatrical moves. Business deals were sealed with expensive dinners and promises of immense wealth. Love, I once believed, was just another transaction. I had planned a life of power and control. But standing there with her, in this quiet, beautiful place, all of that felt empty. My old life, with its elaborate lies and endless drama, felt like a distant memory. This was the only gesture that mattered, and it had to be a world away from everything I had been.

“Ok let me get this straight. You went home with a man and didn’t even ask his name?” “I-“ “What the hell Taylor, did he drug you or something?” I couldn’t blame her for her question.it was out of character for me. her, sure she’d had her fair share on one night stands but it wasn’t something I did if I could help it. I just wasn’t built that way. Hopelessly romantic was what some people described me as. They said it mockingly. But I didn’t see it as being a bad thing. Everyone needed a little romance in their lives. And giving people the fairy tale was part of my job.

“More than I could ever explain.” He kissed me again, on my shoulder, then my neck, then the side of my face. Slowly, worshipfully. We kept swaying like that—two souls, dancing beneath the golden lights, lost in each other. Life isn’t perfect. There will be more storms. More ups and downs. But I know one thing for sure. With Roman by my side, I can face anything. We can face anything. Together. — The End

It was a harsh reminder of my own longing for love and the disappointment that often followed. My past experiences had left me yearning for affection, turning me into a hopeless romantic, longing for something that seemed elusive. But hey, who knows what the future holds? Maybe one day, my delusional puppy-like optimism will lead me to a love that surpasses my wildest dreams. Until then, I'll keep hoping and maybe even enjoy the journey along the way. I flipped my phone over, hoping to see a text from Alex, but there was nothing. No call, no message.

Russell stared at me “So we both assumed the worst.” I laughed softly relief filling my chest. “Seems like it.” Russell hesitated for a moment. Then he stepped closer, close enough that I could see the faint shadows beneath his green eyes. “Ollie…..If I asked you something right now… would you answer honestly?” I nodded slowly. “Depends on the question.” Russell’s voice dropped slightly. “Do you still love us?” My heart pounded loudly in my chest. Six months. Six months of trying to forget.

When he saw that I was completely unharmed, he actually managed a smile of relief. "Estelle… I'm giving my life to make it up to you… Can you stop hating me now?"