Til Death Do Us Part
Pondering all of this and taking it in while processing so much simultaneously.
How could I forget where we left her that day? It’s ingrained like a map in my head. It was cold, grey, and the worst moment of my life, and I etched the path to her awaiting space into my soul like a zombie who wanted to die alongside her. I stared at my feet for that long walk that day, unable to lift my head while drenched in shame and loss. Only to everyone else, I looked like the formidable ice queen they all believed me to be. Taut and silent, wearing sunglasses, silently standing while they lowered that tiny coffin into the dirt. The memory makes me shudder.
We walk together for a few more minutes, up the
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