The Mafia King's Regret
Just like it took weeks to re-learn how to sit through dinner without jolting upright at the sound of the air conditioner clicking on or the fridge making ice—certain it was the sound of some kind of attack.
Now, a full month after the war had ended, I stood on the rooftop deck, gazing out over the city. At times, in places, I imagined I might still see the scars of the war—a soot-blacked streak here or a pile of rubble there, an abandoned car, what had once been a park now a flattened empty lot.
Even the streets still felt too quiet, like people had grown accustomed to staying inside to avoid the constant danger of war.
But even as I saw the ache of loss, I saw too the fresh buds of new lif