Kiss me 2.1
The betrayal that caught fire in them, then died, leaving behind a desolation that still pierces me, here, now, in this bed that smells of another man.
Shame.
It does not rise. It falls. It tumbles from the ceiling and crashes down on me, a mantle of lead, liquid and cold. It fills my mouth, my lungs. It tastes of bile and ashes.
I did this. Me. I took what was pure, simple, the most basic and most sacred affection, and I soiled it. I used it as currency, as bait, as a means to an end that, in the harsh light of this morning, seems paltry, pathetic.