Checkered Hearts
He stopped, the list that was too long, the interventions that were medical and emotional and indistinguishable.
The silence that followed was not empty. It was full—of the memory of cardioversion, of the shock that was violence and salvation, of the hand that had held Theo's while Cyrus worked, of the three-way contact that was present even in emergency, especially in emergency. Of the other emergencies, the other restarts, the other threats that had not become disasters because of the structure they had built, the witnessing they practiced, the permanence they maintained.