LOGINDeath wasn't the end. It was the beginning. And a curse. Sylvia's selfless love killed her. But instead of death, she finds herself regressed, back in the past, to before everything began. With this new life, Sylvia chooses a perilous path to avenge her previous self. To start, she needs allies as pawns and the backing of House Lundren. But she soon realizes that there are secrets she's yet to discover, stories she's yet to hear, and prices yet to be paid. After all, a human living past death is nothing short of an anomaly, and a power that can grant it won't come for free. If you love wounded protagonists, unveiling mysteries, and cold-served revenge with a side of angsty romance, then this book is perfect for you. Read it now.
View MoreIf despair had a scent, it would be sweat, piss, and damp, stale air.
If hope had a face, it would look like stone walls lit by moonlight seeping in from a single rectangular frame with thick iron bars a meter above one’s head.
And if death made a sound, it’d be a sharp, echoing sound of heels clacking along the dirty stone floor at a relaxed pace.
Sylvia despised all three. She sat on the floor, hugging herself, with a moldy patch of straw between her and the grimy stones.
Goosebumps had risen all over her skin from the freezing winter night and the incessant blowing of the wind through the small window. The dress she wore provided some warmth due to its many layers, but it was hardly enough to stave off the cold.
She’d lost count of how long she had been detained. No one came to visit her, and the guards on patrol simply passed her by.
Cold, starved, and humiliated—Sylvia believed herself to have reached a new low. Despite that, she held a sliver of hope that her husband, Duke Alec of House Winston, would come for her soon.
He ordered her incarceration out of a fit of anger, but surely, he’d allow her to defend herself. After all, being accused of infidelity, especially without evidence, wouldn’t make sense even to a halfwit.
But the small glimmer of hope Sylvia held on to disappeared the moment the echoing stopped, a blinding flame brightened her gaunt face, and a sickly sweet scent violated her lungs.
“Ho-ho-ho.”
The woman laughed haughtily. She waved to the guard accompanying her to stay behind her. She was wearing the dress that Sylvia had ordered custom-made for Lord Marcus’s birthday banquet.
Like a bad omen, the red dress seemed to take on the color of blood. Only, it was Sylvia’s cream-colored dress that had actual blood stains from the scraping of her knees when she was forcibly dragged into the dungeon and thrown in this dinky cell.
Her laughter grated on Sylvia’s nerves like nails on a chalkboard. It ignited heat in her stomach, and the smoke took form in the name of the one person she wanted to meet the least.
“Clementine.”
“Sylvia,” Lady Clementine acknowledged calmly. “It’s nice to see you here. The place suits you. It must feel like home for you, doesn’t it?”
Her words weren’t exactly wrong, even though they were meant to be an insult. Having grown in the slums of the empire, this circumstance was nothing new to her. If anything, it was a villa compared to sleeping in the sewers like a rat.
“What do you want?’ Sylvia snarled as she glared at her husband’s mistress with cold eyes the color of mashed strawberries.
“My, my, how unladylike. As expected of a beggar. You can dress it up as nicely as you want, but it’s still a beggar at the end of the day. Its manners, its stench—,” she paused to sneer behind her fan, then added, “—it’s all out of place. But that’s not what I hated about you. In fact, it was entertaining watching a street rat act all dignified.”
Lady Clementine snapped her fan closed, one side tapping against her black-gloved palm. Malice danced in her ruby red eyes as well as sadistic pleasure.
“Heh. It’s an honor a lady would descend to the dungeons to talk to a rat.”
Pretty red lips twitched. Less than a second later, her face contorted into a madman’s.
“How dare this worthless woman covet someone else’s place!”
Lady Clementine roared, revealing her true feelings.
“You are no one! A dirty rag picked up from nowhere! You don’t even have a name, yet you dare to take His Grace for yourself!”
Her voice echoed throughout the dungeons. The guard flinched from the sudden projection, likely shocked and confused that the Lady of House Carriere had this side to her, which was different from her public image of being soft-spoken, graceful, and fragile.
Lady Clementine took a moment to catch her breath. Her teeth gnashed from the rage boiling inside her, and those eyes held nothing but contempt towards the prisoner.
It was meant to intimidate her.
Sylvia, who had been around her for a long time and well-aware of the face the lady hid from the public eye, knew exactly what Lady Clementine wanted. She wanted her to beg and cry at her feet to save her.
But Sylvia responded by drawing in a quiet breath and standing tall on her feet. She shivered from the cold, but her eyes were even colder.
It wasn’t she who desired her current position. In fact, if she could only turn back time, she wouldn’t have stayed and allowed herself to be used for the sake of love.
Sylvia might have been complacent, but that didn’t mean she was the only one who sinned.
Her eyes met Lady Clementine’s, making the lady snarl.
“Who do you think you’re looking at with those disgusting eyes? I should have them plu—”
Sylvia smiled.
“Five years ago, His Grace begged at my feet.”
“What are you—”
She began to talk in a manner of someone speaking so desperately.
“Please don’t leave me. Please don’t go. I’ll give you anything if you stay by my side.”
“This crazy—”
She cut off Lady Clementine by lunging towards her. Hands grabbed the rusty iron bars, causing them to rattle.
Lady Clementine instinctively took a step backward, causing her to step on her dress and fall on her bottom. In such a position, she was forced to look up at the woman she hated.
Sylvia stared her down, her smile gone. With a soft but firm voice, she voiced words devoid of any lie.
“His Grace begged me, Lady Clementine. Your beloved duke begged this street rat to stay by his side. Five years ago.”
She released the bars and stepped back, hiding her face once again in the shadows, just a short distance from the pale-yellow light that lit the corridors. Instead, the soft moonlight fell upon her ragged figure.
Then, a chilling laugh left her lips.
It drained the color from Lady Clementine’s face.
It started off low and slow until she was laughing like crazy. Without reserve, without anyone to stop her, and without anyone else to hear her.
By the end of it, her shoulders had loosened. A smile remained etched on her lips, one that didn’t reach her eyes.
Lady Clementine seemed dumbstruck from seeing her act this way, a far cry from her indifference. She hurriedly rose to her feet without any complaints regarding the state of her dress.
“You-You crazy wench!” she shouted while pointing an accusatory finger.
“Well, yes,” Sylvia responded calmly. “Who wouldn’t be? Even a rat would go insane staying by that son of a bitch’s side for five years. I should’ve snapped off his dick and made a run for it. Ah—of course—I would’ve given it to you as a gift, seeing as how you love it so much that you’d sneak into his chambers in the dead of night nearly every night.”
At her words, Lady Clementine blushed. But she lashed out just as quickly.
“Ha! You have no right to accuse me of adultery when you’re no different.”
She smiled, and so did her mocking eyes.
“Do you really think that child in your womb belongs to him?”
-gn_cc-
Bang! Bang! Bang!Sylvia jolted awake in the early hours of the morning, panting like she’d been running.The door slammed open, and light from a single candle spilled onto the unorganized boxes and tall shelves around her.A short and thin man walked in; his many years were marred on his face. His crooked back made him look even shorter, and the garments he wore were old and patched in various parts.“Sleeping in, eh?” Shote said in a hoarse voice.He coughed aloud as if his lungs would spill out of his mouth at any second.“You look as pale as a sheet there, girl. He-he-he. Did ya have a nightmare?”Sylvia blinked in response. Cold sweat had wet her neck and back.The storage room smelled of mold, spices, and dust. She’d tried to keep it clean as much as she could, but there was a limit to what she could do given her workload.“Hmph. I’ll let you off the hook today, but I better not catch ya slacking!”With that warning, the old man turned and left, slamming the door behind him.Syl
They passed by empty cells, hurrying along as if they were being chased.A sickening stench coated the walls and stuck to her skin the further they went. And all Sylvia could do was breathe it in as she watched his back from behind, the warmth emanating from her hand proof that she had implicitly trusted him with two lives.“I love you,” he had confessed that night as he took her body gently like a lover and roughly like a beast.As they ran, Sylvia wondered what her life would’ve been like if she, too, was loved. With all the revelations she’d received tonight, it seemed like she had never had one for herself for all the years she’d lived.She loved and loved true and lost herself in the process. And now, the person she gave it all to wanted her death.Sylvia couldn’t tell if the ache in her chest came from her running or from something else. She felt pity for the man in front of her.Lord Marcus was risking everything to save her, yet she likely had no more love to spare. She didn’t
To Lady Clementine’s question, she preferred not to give an answer. There was no way she would debase herself to satisfy her husband’s mistress.How could she possibly let her know that her only blood relatives, her very own brothers, had tried to have her kidnapped and killed?It was His Grace who saved her from such a fate. Saving each other’s lives tied them together as if fate itself had predicted it all, which was why Sylvia didn’t think twice when the duke proposed to her.“Don’t bother with the trial. The duke has already made up his mind. For the sake of our time together, here’s a gift. Please do us all a favor and kill yourself.”Lady Clementine’s parting words rang in her head. In her hand, she clutched a small vial containing a colorless liquid. It sloshed around the glass as she swirled it around.With a tight grip on it, Sylvia swung her arm upward, preparing to throw it against the wall. A pitiful sound reverberated in her throat. Her eyes stung.Which were the truth, a
Sylvia placed an arm on her lower stomach by instinct. Her brows furrowed, but she remained alert to what trick Lady Clementine was up to this time.No one should know about her pregnancy except for her and the house’s doctor. For the past two weeks, she’d been carefully hiding it. Since Lady Clementine found out, it could only mean the doctor told her.It further drove the point that Sylvia, though the duchess of House Winston, held no real power in the ducal house. The house, including its master, saw Lady Clementine as their true duchess.‘What a pitiful life I’ve lived.’However, it was too late for regrets. She just had to get out of this pinch alive. Then she’d run off and raise her child somewhere the duke could never reach.Her child didn’t deserve to grow up in the same environment she’d endured. Besides, Lady Clementine’s child would be the one recognized as the house’s heir. There was no place for her or her child in House Winston.Sylvia didn’t break away from her gaze. Sh
If despair had a scent, it would be sweat, piss, and damp, stale air.If hope had a face, it would look like stone walls lit by moonlight seeping in from a single rectangular frame with thick iron bars a meter above one’s head.And if death made a sound, it’d be a sharp, echoing sound of heels clacking along the dirty stone floor at a relaxed pace.Sylvia despised all three. She sat on the floor, hugging herself, with a moldy patch of straw between her and the grimy stones.Goosebumps had risen all over her skin from the freezing winter night and the incessant blowing of the wind through the small window. The dress she wore provided some warmth due to its many layers, but it was hardly enough to stave off the cold.She’d lost count of how long she had been detained. No one came to visit her, and the guards on patrol simply passed her by.Cold, starved, and humiliated—Sylvia believed herself to have reached a new low. Despite that, she held a sliver of hope that her husband, Duke Alec
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