Unfavored
I started in a serious tone of voice this time and I really am serious even earlier.
And, I turned my head to look at her and she seemed she doesn't know how to react to what I just said.
"Thank you so much for doing that dumb idea of yours to destroy my image. Destroy me as a person. And, I am serious right now. Thank you. Because... I can't be what I am today, and I can't have what I have now in my life if it's not because of that dumbest idea and move of yours. Don't feel bad about yourself and that what has happened in the past. I forgive you for everything. I'm sorry, too, if... Umm, for everything. Yeah, I apologize for what are my actions before or what is the downfall of that version