Daddy's little Saint
Just for a moment.
What would it feel like to be wanted so fiercely that vows didn’t matter?
To have rough hands slide under my habit, calloused fingers parting my milky thighs, a mouth that tasted like smoke and damnation devouring me until I forgot every prayer I’d ever learned?
I pressed my thighs together, my heated skin touching each other, blooming low and treacherous desire.
Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned in thought…
I squeezed my eyes shut and forced the words out, over and over, until the ache dulled.