Ruined
She apologized, truthfully, regret high on her nerves.
Theodore brushed her apology of. It was of no use now.
"By God, Hazel! You are making me feel so stupid right now." He muttered in exhausted voice.
"I feel like a failure. I failed to protect the one, who was handed to me by her parents on their deathbed. I failed to protect a daughter of the nation I had taken oath to protect with my life." His words were making him sound vulnerable, something Hazel wasn't used to seeing.
He had always been a firm wall for her, all her life. And now seeing cracks in it's bricks, that too because of her fault, she was feeling her heart crumbling.