Alright, so I just finished the book last night after binging the show a while back. The ending's deliberately messy, which I think is the point. Andy's final journal entry suggests he believes Jacob is guilty of both murders, but the system failed to prove it. The family's fate isn't a clean resolution—they're shattered. Laurie's suicide attempt is this devastating rupture of trust she can't come back from. They move away, but the 'new start' feels hollow, a geographical fix for a psychological wound that won't close. The last line about the 'hole' in Andy is everything. He chooses his son over truth, over his wife, over his own moral code. Their fate is to live inside that choice, as a fractured unit bound by this awful secret. They're together, but the family as it was is gone. It's less about legal guilt and more about the cost of unconditional, maybe blind, parental love.
What sticks with me is the ambiguity around Jacob. We never get his confession. Andy's conviction is based on a father's gut feeling, not evidence. So the family's fate is also to live with that unanswered question forever, which is maybe worse than knowing for sure.