Novel & Cerita Hate Me And Love Me

“There won’t be an engagement, Luca. We ended a long time ago, didn’t we? Go marry Sophia. Give her the alliance. Give her everything you once promised me.” My gaze seemed to sting him. He threw my hand away. “Stubborn as ever. I shouldn’t have gone soft on you. Go ahead and destroy yourself. Don’t expect anyone to collect your body when you take this too far.” He turned and left. The Rizzo gate slammed shut behind him. The rain grew heavier. I stood under the streetlight, water streaming down from my hair. Then I dragged my suitcase forward, one step at a time. Behind me, the gates of both families were closed.

“I hate you.” I hate me too.

She than started singing while playing it. "I HATE YOU, I LOVE YOU I HATE THAT, I LOVED YOU DON'T WANT TO, BUT I CAN'T PUT NOBODY ELSE ABOVE YOU I HATE YOU, I LOVE YOU I HATE THAT, I WANT YOU YOU WANT HER, YOU NEED HER AND I'LL NEVER BE HER"

He told everyone and himself daily that he hated her for what she did to his mother but deep inside he knew that he still loved her but now he felt something other than love for her and that emotion was more than his love and that was hate. Yes, he hated her but he still loved her too. Love and hate in one package Combination of two emotions that could never live with each other and if you brought them together, they only brought destruction. Love don't let give her pain and hate won't let her be happy. Total mess.

I know I don’t feel repulsive anytime I see him now but rather, I want to get closer to him more. This is all still strange to me, I mean, how could I hate a guy one time and love him the next? Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, hold on, who said anything about love here? You got to be fucking kidding me. I agree I don’t hate him like I used to but that doesn’t mean I love him. I would say that I don’t hate him six times now or five, or make that four, it could be three though, or two. Okay, let’s just agree that I don't hate him and that doesn’t mean I love him, I mean, I don’t even like him yet so how could I possibly love him?

I turn to scowl at him and hiss, "The feeling is mutual!" "I hate you!" he repeats even louder. "I hate you because I love you. I hate that despite how you treat me and talk to me, I still fucking love you. And I want you. And I crave for you. And I yearn for you! God! I love you so much there's no pleasure in it! And I hate that. And I hate you for doing that to me. I hate that I can't hate you enough to walk away from you. But still, you push me away every single time! I hate you. I hate the way I love you! I hate that I love you! I hate myself for fucking loving you! I hate you!" Tears sting my eyes and I glance away.

I groan, rolling my eyes. She giggles, taking her seat to continue eating. “Finally, my prayers have been heard. I give you 5 days to finally get over whatever is between you and finally take it off!” I sigh exhaustedly, as she adds. “You probably just need a good hate-fuck to get it all out of your systems and you two will be living happily ever after before you can scream ‘spank me harder’.” I gasp, throwing a napkin at her that she catches effortlessly. “You pervert!”

Azalea chuckled at her cuteness and ran his hands across her soft skin. “We didn't know how to love you and hate you at the same time so we thought the best option was to leave” Alicia said with her head lowered in shame. Azalea pulled her closer to him so that she was cuddled up beside him on the other side. He kissed both their foreheads and said, “I'm sorry for putting you both in such a position, it was how I felt with you girls when we first met, I wanted you and didn't at the same time. I guess it was truly our fate, to hate and to love”

The joke is on me big time. I want to hate him. I really want to but now I realize I can't. No matter how hard I try, I just can't. How can I when the mere mention of his name makes me wet and helpless with the need for him!? When the thought of him makes me weak with warmth, and tenderness, and... Love. I just love the bastard. I'm incapable of hating him. 'I love you, Thor Reginald Quinn!' I shout in my mind. 'Since hating you is not working then I give up trying to hate you, you bastard! Satisfied!?'

Ace kissed me on the cheek. “What I hate very much is a man who makes my feelings go haywire.” I mumbled to myself. This made me hate Ace even more. My body responded to him and I hated it. Like hell I’m going to step into that office again and let him be the boss of me. Never.