Fantasizing Definition Novels & Stories

sabi niya kaya naman bahagya akong napa atras. Hindi ko na talaga alam kung anong gagawin at irereact ko sa bawat sinasabi niya. Kung hindi lang talaga dahil sa utang ko e hindi ako naiipit sa ganitong sitwasyon. "I don't know if you are seducing me or... it's just me who is fantasizing about you." he said. Sheez! He's fantasizing about me? "Ugh.. Haha!"

Why am I thinking about an impossible fantasy and dying so hard expecting that it is not? I know that it only exists in books and movies; an illusory idea that was created to make people expect and look stupid. Yet here I am, living in the world far from illusions, and I still don't care — if in reality I'm dreaming for a fairy tale.