My Blood Wizard System
The mural replays Christmas highlights on loop, each frame a knife and a balm: pack howls under the full moon (deep, rolling, joyous, tearing at my throat with belonging), Brittany’s first two-step with a teen coyote (her laughter bright and free, making my chest tight with envy and love), Noah’s triumphant frybread-eating contest face (crumbs on his chin, cheeks flushed, reminding me of every mortal moment I thought I’d never have again), Riley’s call from Louisiana crackling with laughter and distant toddler squeals that made me cry silent tears into Remy’s shirt.
The crown spins lazy above my heart, but it’s not content—it’s clinging.
Sending desperate pulses of warmth through my chest li