I'm Broken, But Save Him First Novels & Stories

I won't let him break me. I will break him instead.

(A/N it's what she tweeted in chapter 22) I just fucking want her! So I called her. Three rings and she picked up. "Kat I need you! I love you! I'm a fucking mess without you. Baby please forgive me I'm so fucking sorry, I just need you with me by my side. I don't want to do anything unless your with me. Just fucking forgive me and I swear I'll never hurt you again!" I slurred as my eyes began to water. "Jack, I can't." She sighed.

i pulled out of the parking garage and thats when my story ended Abigail hit the side of my car and now i sit in the air looking at my body as I’m in a coma. Truth is I was given a choice i can come back but theres a catch it’ll be months and i have to go to other realms and save them before I can so now I’m stuck with a choice.

Hope formed within me as soon as I heard Tobi's voice. I wanted to reply so badly but I was too weak to, instead I gave him a small sad smile "am sorry baby, am sorry" that was all I heard before darkness finally clouded me.

I only had a cup of coffee for breakfast. Finally, I was done eating. I cleaned my mouth, settled my bills, and headed out. However, I was just so unlucky. I bumped into a guy who was holding a cup of wine in one hand and the bottle in the other. Unfortunately, the wine in the cup poured on my body while the bottle fell on the floor and broke. It was the guy's fault. He wasn't looking at where he was going. I felt so embarrassed as my cloth got ruined. ' What's your problem? What's all this? Couldn't you focus on where you were going?' I yelled angrily.

I whispered. “And she tried to break you again,” he replied. His thumb brushed under my eye gently. “You are not weak for trusting,” he said softly. “You are strong for surviving it.” I pressed my hand over my stomach. The warmth was steady again. Alive. Whoever wanted me gone had miscalculated. I wasn’t the rejected girl anymore. I wasn’t the hidden one. And now? Now I was awake.

And I just know that this man will ruin me He'll take away what's left of my sanity But I won't go down without a fight

When he again stops. "But I have to save her." "I have to build her back....piece piece...the cracks I have made are to be sealed." "I broke her heart....and only I have to mend it" Only a coward runs after ruining a thing, a brave man on the other hand builds it back. I have to be brave...I have to try. For only by breaking me will I be able to save her. With new found determination, he shift closer to her. Her breathing audible to his ears.

"What you've made of yourself. What you've become." "Don't." I held up a hand. "Don't talk about her like you know her. You checked out long before she died." "I know." Tears spilled down his cheeks. "I couldn't save her. And I can't save myself. Can't save Bella and Lily either. I'm useless." I wanted to disagree. Wanted to tell him he could change, that it wasn't too late. But looking at this broken man in his filthy house, surrounded by bottles, I wasn't sure I believed it.

Bottle beside him. He looks broken. My knees give out. I slide down the doorframe. Grandma comes running. I can’t stop crying. Because I did this to him. I pushed him away to save him. And now we’re both destroyed.