Here You Are

I first met you in a nightclub, and you first met me when I was a kid. I did it because I needed money, but you agreed because you wanted revenge. I want to forget about that memory, that cursed night, the one that made me feel worthless. The memory that is the root of all of my problems and the outcomes of your plans. What would have happened if I hadn't met you in the first place? What if I just let my dreams fade away? Should I fight for you and face the consequences, or will I be cursed for the rest of my life?

What if one day you will find out that the person you love and trusted betrayed you? Will you choose to leave or stay? Paano kung sa isang one night steamy night ay nagbunga ito? Paano mo ipapaalam sa ama ng dinadala mo ito kung hindi mo naman siya kilala?

What would you do if you met the woman of your dreams and wanted to make her your wife after you've married someone else?

How will you love a guy who has a heart cold like ice? A guy who will do everything what his boss says. A guy who has a secret identity that no one knows except your boss. What if he falls for you, but he keeps on resisting because he thinks you are someone's private property? Will you fight to know the truth behind those possessive actions he is doing to you? Will you fight your love to that possessive cold-hearted guy? Because me?! I will fight my love for that guy named Bryan Kluster Vicente. A mafia, a billionaire of his own and my own possessive cold-hearted guy

It was a beneficial relationship for the both of us. A loveless and contractual realtionship. But, why did I let myself to have this feeling? Since when did I have this feeling? Is it possible for my love to be returned? Is it possible for me to stay with you? I want to be with you even if it means betraying everyone, If I can stay with you by leaving everything behind... I'm willing to do it without any hesitation. If loving you means danger, then I would gladly offer my life just to be with you!

"If you spend your time hoping someone will suffer the consequences for what they did to your heart, then you're allowing them to hurt you a second time in your mind." 

How cruel a world is when you're being forced on marrying someone you avoided after getting cheated on from someone you thought was the one? Can they be compatible? Will they be able to reconnect? :)

I was staring at Leion. He was kneeling in front of me, begging like he would lose half of his life when I left him. "This is what you want, from the very beginning, right?" I said, while smiling from ear to ear, before I sipped on my red wine. I didn't know that red wine taste so sweet, when I feel the victory, I know I will win this one, because loathe makes me stronger, I will feel nothing, if not anger, resentment and pain. I am numb, and the day Leion hurt my feelings, over and over again. But now, look at him, acting like he loves me and he cares for me, that if his feelings are true, why couldn't he do it then? "Aubrey, I am begging you, please—" "Do you remember the day I begged you to stay, because I am weak and tired from all of your bullshits, I gave you patience and all the understanding, and now, do you think all of the so called kindness that you show me lately is enough to forgive all the things you've done to me?" "Why are you so heartless?" Leion said while his tears running down to his cheeks, a crocodile tears, I will never be taken away again. "My love, you're the reason, now deal with it."

"Why do you make me falling inlove with you when your going to leave me?" "Why you need to hurt me when I just healed from My heartbreak?" "Why you hurt me this way? And why I felt too much hurts this time around?” Iyak lang ang naging sagot ko sa lahat ng mga "what if" ni Zain sa akin. "I will kill you!" Sabay hawak nito sa aking leeg. "Kill me then! I won't allow everyone to kill me unless it is you! Because seeing you hurt and leaving you is like killing My heart into pieces, Zain! Walang tigil ang mga luhang panay ang tulo sa kaniyang singkit at kulay brown na mga mata. Fiona is the one and only Daughter of the famous Assassin Doc. Santiara and Mafia Lord Dominick Ramirez. Ano kaya ang kayang gawin ni Fiona para sa pagmamahal niya kay Zain? Kaya ba talaga niyang iwan o handa niyang ipaglaban hanggang kamatayan?

Hurting deep down, a lot of us mask our real feelings. Most people think that by hiding the hurt would fade but it never really goes away. It's hard to confront the fact that you have been hurting. This could make you unnecessarily lash out at people, isolate yourself and even experience bouts of depression. No one can end your hurt for you, it's an endless cycle of pain and anger that only stops when you choose. Healing is a journey and you can start on it right now. It's not even as difficult as you thought it would be.