Insatiable
Once in a while the sound of his voice would make my heart unintentionally thump and I would stare out of the window, my body tempted to call out to him, however it doesn't last long and I just end up laying face down on my pillows, blocking out everything and everyone.
Sometimes I think maybe I'm being unreasonable, after all he didn't know Fabio would kill Drake's wife, but then I remind myself, whether or not you pulled the trigger, you were an accomplice, someone who had the power to set Simone free days before she was shot, but he didn't and that fact will remain with me forever. Lastly I would paint my wound with salt, thinking from start to finish, how everything had been a lie, how I