I Hate To Admit It Novels & Stories

“Why should I? It’s obvious we both hate each other. That’s why we can’t ever agree on anything. And about what you said? It doesn’t surprise me. You’re a selfish, egoistic jerk you do things for your own gain. Nothing new there.” He raised a brow. “Really? I never said I hated you. And for the record, I was only kidding earlier.” I turned away. “Whatever. I don’t care what you think. And you should knowI don’t like you. I don’t even know why. I just can’t help the hate. So don’t get your hopes high that I’m gonna fall for you someday. Even if you gave me the whole damn world, it’s not happening. I’m sure of that.”

"Hey, this is a story I hate But I told it to cope with the pain I'm so sorry if you can relate~"

“I don’t hate me. It’s just…” “I’d say it’s just me that you hate, but you’ve lead me to believe differently,” he said sheepishly. I was stunned. What could I say to that? “No, I don’t hate you. In fact, I’m actually quite attracted to you. It’s not that I hate you. I get confused and flustered when I’m in your company. I react in a way that is foreign to me and I don’t know what to do about it?” Neither seemed appropriate for the moment, especially after I’d just proclaimed to be dating someone else. So, I settled for, “I don’t hate you.”

Afraid of confrontation and more fights, but sitting here now…looking into his eyes, I saw that it wouldn’t do any harm. That maybe I needed this more than I wanted to admit. “I don’t hate you for what you did,” I said, my voice small. “I’m just disappointed in you.”

I didn’t trust her for shit. “I know you hate me. I get it. I would hate me too if I were you. And your not alone. Everyone hates me .. except Adam.” She said taking a sip of her coffee. “Well I don’t feel sorry for you.” I told her. She wiped a tear away. “I know that. I could sit here and try to explain everything to you. But you’d still hate me when I got done. So there’s no use. You won’t ever believe me.” She said.

The question sat heavy in the air, not voiced but loud as thunder. The answer — the real, ugly, human answer — lived inside my head before I could shape it into words. I don’t even know if I do. Saying it only to myself made it worse: an admission of how unready and unsteady I was, how the hatred I felt for Damian did not mean I wanted a life ended in my name. As much as I loathed him, I was not the sort of person who wished death on another, and the thought of blood seeping because of my plea folded me in on myself.

I am the architect of her failure, and I am just getting started. "I was just thinking about how much I hate this place, but I guess some of us have to accept our lot in life, right?" I reply, my voice soft and perfectly, painfully, submissive.

In Like Finn I Was Wrong The most feared words by any red-blooded male. Admitting you are wrong is one of the hardest things we will ever have to do. But I’m here to tell you that I was wrong. I was wrong about everything. When I started this blog series it was with no small amount of hesitation. I didn’t believe in love. I didn’t believe that you could meet someone and have such a connection with them that being without that person felt unnatural.

“I love you, Sophie and I don't know what I'll do without you in my life. I want to be with you and just you.” He swallowed and pleaded. “I'm terribly sorry for this pain I'm causing you... I know what I did was despicable and unforgivable but I love you and I can't lose you. I'm being honest with you because I can't keep it alright, you need to know and I don't want you to send me away. Please don't break up with me, we can make this work."

"You've been through more than anyone should ever have to endure." " You won't understand, no one can understand, what I am going, what I went through, everybody is busy to judge me, sometime I feel I will go crazy, everything seems so hazy as if I am not even belong here........ It was better when you hate me, now you are making things even more complicated after you get to know everything , if Steve came to know naa... I am here with you he will not going sit quite, he'll burn everything down........”