Romans & histoires I Just Want To Fall In Love

“If Don Chappo is threatening you, I’ll handle it. I’ll make it clear that you’re off-limits.” I shook my head, even though he couldn’t see me. “No, Nathan. That’s not it. I don’t want you to step in. I want things to go back to the way they were.” “What do you mean?” he asked, his voice softening slightly. “I mean us,” I said, my words spilling out before I could stop them. “I want things to go back to the way they were between us before all of this. Before the chaos, before the distance. I want you to love me the way I love you.”

.... "You right Autumn, it is early for love," I say as I gently touch her cheek. At this point, I dont really know what love is supposed to feel like, but if I put in an effort it just might be worth it in the end. "But I am falling in love with you," Or so I thought since the first moment I saw you. "and if you let me I'd like to try and make you fall in love with me too." Maybe what we need is a little push in the right direction. Maybe we need a spark.

And sadly, I know Jane is not the one for me. Even when it’s clear to me that I am not in love with her anymore, well maybe at some point I did love her, but not that kind of love you will marry for, the last thing I don’t want to do is to hurt her. It is never easy breaking her heart. I’m not in love with her anymore but I don’t want to hurt her and I also pity her. 4:20 PM, I recorded myself playing the song Falling In by Lifehouse with my acoustic guitar, and I posted it on F******k. I am not the type who will post on F******k, but I was hoping that somehow Irina will notice.

My stool fell. I think I started this series by saying that love was not for the faint of heart. (If I didn’t say that, I really should have.) It is not possible to only dip your toe into love. You can’t only sort of love someone. You can’t decide to love someone a little bit. You can’t hope to have someone fall in love with you and for you to remain above it or removed from it. Falling in love is a joint venture. And if you are going to fall in love then you need to let yourself fall.

I want the best for her. Damn it! I didn't know I'll fall in love, never in my dreams I would have one. I sleep with a smile in my face. *********************

The way her laughter fills the room, I want to go deaf to the world’s gibberish. I believe I have fallen in love, and I‘m still falling... the only sound my heart can hear is... ’Make her yours.‘ I’m unfamiliar with love, however, I’ll try every possible/impossible thing to see her next to me. If love is a word, then I don’t love you, If hurt is a feeling, then I won’t hurt you, Just tell me you want me, If want has a meaning. I ask the stars, they say you’re mine.

Can't my love replace his love for you? Tears began to fall out of her eyes and a whimper escaped her mouth. He attached his head to her and pressed her shoulders firmly. He pronounced with a modulated voice, 'I want you to accept me a little. I want you to try to like me as your husband at least. Try and accept this new connection'. A slight teardrop fell out of his right eye and she began to sob.

But falling in love is like getting drunk, you wake up with a horrible hangover and swear you'll never drink again but you know deep within that you'll take a shot once again and it may sound pathetic but I trust love one more time and always one more time. So for you, yes YOU, if you ever want to fall for me, I will think about you a lot and it will surely feel like going on a roller coaster. I'll get butterflies from the highs and lows that you'd take me on. My head will get dizzy from the turns and jumbled signals you'd try to tell me and I will feel a rush and I will be running out of breath when you walk towards me but that's how I'd feel when I'm in love with you.

We kiss her and hug her before we leave the room. We came to my room and the nurse gave me my medicines and leave us after. "So what's the plan, when we get back?" Tee ask me. "Tell me your plan first" I said to him. "I will still pursue my dreams, just like mother Natalia" Tee said to me. "And what is it?" I ask him. "To be a singer or an actor" Tee said to me with a smile. "That's good bro, by the way grandma Alice offer me a job when we get back, so don't worry I will support you until you reach your dreams!" I said to him

, she said as she demonstrated. "It's still a secret, he doesn't see me that way and I can't confess to him because I know he will reject me, he has made it clear that it's only best friend's feelings, nothing more attached", I said looking down. "But You haven't tried yet and you are concluding, what if he's also in love with you but can't express himself because he's also thinking the same way, common girl, just try", she said trying to comfort me. "I can't, let it just be a secret", I said looking away.