Novel & Cerita I'm Jealous Of The Rain

Not my emotions. Not myself. “Damn it!!” I curse out loud in the rain that is now drenching me, fast and furious.

But that’s what he reduced me to—a foolish, irrational state. I couldn’t decipher the thoughts behind the deep frown on his face. My mind whispered that he was disappointed in me, while my foolish heart insisted he was jealous. The idea of Atlas being jealous of me and Patrick was laughable, a figment of my overactive imagination. I waited for him to speak, but before he could, we felt soft raindrops falling from the sky. Both of us looked up, realizing it had started to drizzle. Within moments, the drizzle turned into a heavy downpour.

The atmosphere this time is enough to make me silent, calm, and soothing. Rain is my muse. To me, it's the solace when I'm overwhelmed. When the world seems to have abandoned me. I love the rain, like I love myself. Thank you, God, the Owner of Rain. I love one of your possessions, called rain. "Why are you lingering here?" The handsome guy with short hair, fair skin, tall, and popular in school named Devano says. "It's none of your business. What do you care?" I reply a bit curtly.

He must be paying her otherwise how would he book a Victoria Secret Supermodel? The ride to the warehouse would be quick if it wasn't for the rain. Personally, I loved the rain. This chaos that she provokes. The storms, the lightings, the darkness. She reminded of me. Since I was little, I loved smoking while looking at the window to the rain. The rain pouring down the glass. The rain drops staining my car.... I lit up a cigarette. Don’t forget to LIKE! <3 Love, Lexi

I felt light and relieved. "It wasn't a bad one", I half-smile but her eyes are dead serious. "I was just— there's something else which— which makes me anxious" "What?" "Rain" Her eyes widen in disbelief and her lips part. She's numb for a whole minute, peering straight into my eyes. "Rain?" she exclaims. "Yeah. Rain and its sound. It makes me anxious. Way too much than the light itself. I'm not always— scared of light. But rain— I really can't stand the rain", without caring or measuring anything, I speak it out to her.

Because I felt it. “Thank you.” I glanced around the room once more. He still stood there as if he was waiting for me. “Let me walk you out.” I rolled out of bed, basking in my nakedness. Shane had seen this all last night and I was in the comfort of my own home, I was going to walk around however I wanted. I led the way to the door and he followed. I opened the door and saw rain. So beautiful, the sun was out but the rain came down in small droplets. I smiled, not realizing that Shane was watching me.

If she sings, Yolanda sings and her voice sounded like a wicked witch's cackle, so annoying and worth ear bleeding. 'Enough!' I shouted. 'Oh, oh, oh,' too late. 'Yeah…' The rainbow haired flinched and fell in confusion. I chortled but swallowed the laugh in. 'Sometimes I like to blend like a book on a shelf Sometimes I wear my jeans like anyone else There's million of chameleons blending in all around Sometimes I just wanna be found…' Rainbow crawled over to me, the first thing that terrifies her. Nice. 'Cause there is so much more to me

Maybe the rain will soothe me, calm my nerves, maybe it'll make me smile. I walk to the middle of the lawn and I drop to my knees as I let out a shrill cry. The rain drenches my clothes and hair in seconds, but I love it. I wanted the numbness to go away but now I don't. I want to be numb forever.

Now that she was standing before him, all she ever wanted was to affectionately put her sincerest feelings in words. 'I miss you.' Her eyes deeply dived in Jeremy's eyes filled with unspoken yearning. "I feel the same." She uttered words, finally. A radiant smile was on her face. The rain kept pouring. Jeremy hated rain because every time the sky cried, it would always bring him gloomy despair. But at the moment, he could no longer feel that killing grief. Because of the girl in front of her and this dream-like encounter, the sound of the weeping sky became a beautiful melody in an instant.

Better yet what could they even have in common? I raked my brain as I slowly began walking down the road. I could hear the thunder crack in the darkening sky. I know I heard Jace say he missed me. No that's not right, I must have heard wrong. A single raindrop hit me on the head. I stopped walking and lifted my head to the sky. Hundreds of drops began to pour onto me. I didn't care. I always liked the rain for some reason. Like an idiot I stood in the middle of the street soaking up the rain trying to ease my raging mind.