Novel & Cerita I'm Scared Dont Hug Me

My chest clenches painfully, that awful, suffocating fear turning my limbs to lead. “Sorry doesn’t mean anything when you’ll do this shit again.” I shake my head desperately. “I… I won’t. I won’t do it again!” He scoff and I suck in a breath. My sobs turn loud wails. I’m spiralling so fast and uncontrollably I can’t see anything. I don’t want this. I don’t want to do this again. It’s scary. He’s scary. I hate him. I hate everyone. My pulse is beating erratically, my ears ringing as I squeeze my eyes shut. No, no, please…

Love suddenly morphed into hate and pleasure into shame. I woke up gasping for breath. My chest heaved heavily as I clutched my abdomen tightly. I clawed the sweat-drenched blankets away from me, my fears hitting the ceiling high. “It’s ok, baby. You are alright. Just go back to sleep.” The warm, soothing voice calmed me down and enveloped me back in its warmth before I passed out. Sleep never felt more peaceful before.

asked back Jack, sitting in front of the mirror doing his skincare routine. "You know what I mean" said Zach folding his hands sitting on his bed. "I don't know what you mean" said Jack sitting on the bed after wearing his pyjamas. "Why did you hug her?" asked Zach lying on the bed facing Jack. "I thought it was you. You would always shake me to wake me up. So, when I felt someone shaking me, I thought it's you, so I pulled her. She didn't scream or yell so I didn't know it's her." said Jack rubbing his forehead, thinking what happened earlier.

His arms were still around me, and I let them be for a moment, just stood there and breathed, feeling the solid floor beneath my feet and the warmth of him and the city still glittering beyond the railing, looking completely unbothered by my ordeal. My bottom lip trembled. I didn’t mean for it to. It just did, pushing forward slightly in that embarrassing way that meant tears were approximately four seconds behind it. “I was so scared,” I said, and my voice came out small and nothing like me at all. “I was scared you wouldn’t see me.” “It’s fine,” he said quietly, his arms still around me. “I’m here now.”

Was that supposed to make me feel happy or something? “There- there is one more message I received from him. I was too scared to read it”. He said to me, and upon listening to what he said, I quickly found the unread message and clicked on it. {They found me. I'm dead}

The only person in this whole world I am scared of. She steps closer and slaps me "I am not weak, you take that right back " and then it hits me. She remembers.

“I went to the bathroom because I was—what’s going on? Hey, why are you—” “Don’t let go just yet,” I mutter, breathing her in, hugging her even tighter as if I could merge her body with mine this way. I never want to feel this fear ever again. Like somebody had grabbed both my intestines, tied them together and then pulled them out of my mouth or something horrible like that. I can’t explain it, and I’m afraid I’ll throw up in a minute.

I just cried and couldn't even cover my naked body. 'I hate myself now' "Ahhhh" I shouted in fear "Vianne!" "Don't come near me! AHHHH!" I don't know why this is happening to me now but I'm scared. "Ma'am! Calm down "Hilda walk towards me. "Hilda take me away from that man!" "Ma'am just calm down" "Ugh! Take me away from him please" I covered my ears. I'm dizzy. "Vianne, talk to me what's wrong?"

"I'm not your doll that you can command all you like!" "Dolls, you say?" Sean took a step forward and Renee automatically stepped back. "You wear that dress or I'll rape you right now on the floor, so you know how I treat my doll!" Renee's heart skipped a beat in fear of Sean's threat. Will Sean carry out his threat? But seeing those eyes burning with anger, Renee suddenly realized that Sean was not playing games. This man had the devil inside himself and when it came out, Sean wouldn't hesitate to be cruel.