I'm Still Here Lyrics Novels & Stories

I approached the door and knocked to be let out. -Open up! -but I knew it was useless, yet I couldn't stop trying. -Let me go please! -My voice broke, I leaned against the door and let myself fall to the floor. There I burst into tears. I thought about Nick, I also thought about my parents and Nate. I felt I would never see them again. All I wanted was to get out of here. - A knock on the door made me wake up suddenly, I had fallen asleep between so much crying. The room was dark. In the distance I heard music, I assumed it was the guy's party. I was hoping that this was all just a nightmare.

It's almost commical. “Thissss soooong!” Jasmine beams. “Oh my god, I loveeee this songgg!” I cry out loud. My eyes partly closing and my words slurring very badly, almost barely audible as my one hand holds up a beer bottle up in the air, swaying from left to right while I bounce in my seat, Ashers comfortable lap, dancing away. “I wanna dance with somebodyy!” Indie, Jasmine and I sing along loudly. “I WANNA MAKE LOVE TO SOMEBODYY!”

Tell me would you really cry for me? Baby don't lie to me If I didn't have anything I wanna know would you stick around? If I got locked away And we lost it all today Tell me honestly, would you still love me the same? If I showed you my flaws If I couldn't be strong Tell me honestly, would you still love me the same?

Why do I still care about you? Our memories fade the feeling is mutual Everything changes for a reason I don't know why Are you happy now? Tell me, coz I can't move my feet away Away from you Look at me now I'm still frustrated And hopeless Chorus: I am mistaken I know I realize how memory fades my feelings get away But comeback in just one kiss and hug from you I'm still hoping for you To comeback But what the hell happened you left me behind everything is worthless everything is wasteless I lost you..

Enough to uncurl my fists. Enough to whisper one word to the dark: “Still…” I was still here. And maybe that meant something.

Within second I find my favorite song and I press play. We let the waters rise We drifted to survive I needed you to stay But I let you drift away My love, where are you? My love, where are you? Whenever you're ready, whenever you're ready Whenever you're ready, whenever you're ready Can we, can we surrender? Can we, can we surrender? I surrender No one will win this time I just want you back I'm running to your side Flying my white flag, my white flag My love, where are you?

Choose me instead, oh, love me instead, I’m here, always waiting, I’ll never get tired, take however long you need, With you, I’m in love, No matter how stupid it may sound, Smile for me, my jade eyed raven. ~~

We've been roomies ever since. She was sitting on the couch, in the dark like a goddamn creeper. "Jesus H Christ, why do you always do this to me? I nearly had a heart attack just now!" I exclaimed. "Oh, stop being a drama queen. Where the hell have you been?" she demanded to know. "What are you, my mama? I am a hot 26 year old single man in New York. It's no surprise I'd be out and about banging someone's brain out," I shrugged.

Harmony I was trying to prevent myself from shaking while I was staring at my laptop. I don’t know what to feel about a post on Friendbook related to me. While I was trying to calm down, I continued to stare at a photo posted with a mocking caption. It was me, standing on a stage while in the midst of holding back my tears. The caption says, "Wow, look at your dumb rich girl stuttering through a debate. Is that all you can do? "

“If our love was just a circus you'd be a clown by now... Don't you know I'm still standing better than I ever did.. looking like a true survivor.. feeling like a little kid..” I move to the mirror, picking up my toothbrush and rinsing it. “I'm still standing after all this time... Picking up the pieces of my life without you by my side...” I squirt toothpaste in it and pop it in my mouth. I am humming along to the words, eyes closed. I am moving around, swaying my hips in tune to the music.