I Miss You So Bad Novels & Stories

But maybe this is still not the right time. Please always remember that I love you very much. Missing you every day, my one and only. - Infinity

4 YEARS AGO. “Hello babe. I miss you, I am calling because it has been a while I heard you voice. I miss you so much that at times I just want to give it all up so that I can spend time with you. I know that you are probably busy with you scripts now so that is why I am leaving a voice note because I know that you are probably missing my voice just as much as I am missing yours and also please try and send a voice note back, my imaginations of your voice is not enough, I want to hear the real thing. I miss you, I love you… only you.”

I want more than that. I don’t know what it feels like to miss someone because I’ve never missed anyone before. If this is what it means to miss someone then it is such a bad feeling. I want to hold him in my arms, to kiss him, to fuck him. It’s been just two days and I’m already having withdrawals.

"It's me, how are you?" "God, Mandy." I fight against the tears that threaten to fall. A few actually do, and the way I sniffle is enough motivation for her to let some go too. Now's the time to stop being good at hiding my emotions from her, and fuck, she's the love of my life, one of the best friends I've ever had, and I've had to live without her for far too long. "I miss the hell outta you."

I bit my lip, choking back sobs. "Alicia… your uncle doesn't want us to stay here. Let's leave, okay?" She pulled away from me, clutching the scarf tightly in her hands. After a long silence, she said, "Can I give him one last chance? If he really doesn't like me, then we'll leave him forever." Before I could answer, her voice dropped, full of sorrow. "I've grown up… and I've never called him 'Dad' out loud…" Tears ran down my face, unstoppable. Finally, I nodded. "All right."

"To my dearest mum, I wanted to write a speech but I didn't know how. So Instead,I wrote something even better. I'm gonna tell you how many times I've missed you since you left. I missed you on that day you were dragged out of the hospital. I missed you on the day ,you were put under the ground. I missed you on the days after. I missed you when I got a job in New York. I missed you when I went to New York. I missed you when--"

She has even made plan for tomorrow. But... Sob sob.. No one can love me like you people. Sob sob... There's not a single day when I don't... sob sob... complaint to God for taking you away from me. Sob sob... There's not a single day when I don't miss you, miss the old us. I'm trying my best. Sob sob... to make you proud. But how I wish you could be here beside me to cheer me up. I miss you mom dad. Sob sob... I miss you."

I read through. My dearest love, how do you do? I miss you so much!! So much that I have to always sniff your scent off the clothes you left back at home. I miss you holding me to sleep every night. I miss the feel of your lips against mine, and your skin against my skin. Everyday I wake up without you beside me, it hurts.

I miss you already. "Hey! Are you sick?" Daddy Maddox: Huh? "Hotdog." Daddy Maddox: What? "You said you miss me." Daddy Maddox: Yeah, and then? Where’s my 'I miss you too'? "There it is. Maybe I’m the cure for your 'I miss you' sickness."

One year later, "It's been a year now, babe. How are you up there? I miss you so much, my love." I wanted to tell you how I survive this year without you. I wanted to tell you that I am happy, that I am fine without you here by my side. but I can't. I am not; I couldn't. You knew you're everything I have. You knew you were my life. Not a single second I didn't think about you, my heart always longed for you. Babe... can you hear me? I... miss you so much."