I Read Therefore I Am Novels & Stories

I nееd tо take ѕресіаl саrе because іt feels lіkе no оnе else wіll. I nееd tо work оut whу I kеер dоіng thіѕ to myself; whу I kеер drіvіng mуѕеlf іntо thе ground. I trу to undеrѕtаnd whу I’m ѕауіng thе thіngѕ thаt others won’t, аnd luѕtіng аftеr thе truth like іt’ѕ ѕоmе elixir that will ѕеt mе frее.

Just look in the mirror and it would be staring right at you. 3 You are reason enough. No matter what you think about yourself, no matter how you came into this world or how you lived your life until that moment. You are alive because you deserve to live. You have the right to live, the right to choose a path for yourself, the right and the will to fight. You are enough. 7 But when Irene opened her eyes and looked at me with a small smile. Her eyes shone with new found hope and resolve, brittle as it might still be. I knew that she had found her reason to hold onto life outside of her being. She had found her reason in me.

He took a deep breath as he looks back at IT with his conviction and will, yet boiling anger inside. “I am who I think I am, as my birth, blood, and life will never define the order that the heavens set for me. My existence and everything that I hold is the truth I will take no matter what the world tells that I defy. I live and that’s the truth, alone in the universe or the world, I promise to end your life.”

But I wasn’t going to let them decide who I was or how far I could go. And with that flowing through my mind, I pressed my palms against the desk, grounding myself in that thought and repeated it like a mantra, ‘I wasn’t going to let them write me off so easily.’

I Step Forward Because of course I do The figure turns its gaze to me And I feel it instantly Every choice Every action Every change I’ve made Seen Not judged yet But fully understood It Speaks Again “You altered foundational constants.” Not a question A statement I Answer “Yes.” Silence Then “Why?” The Same Question Different weight I Hold My Ground “Because they needed to change.” It Doesn’t React Emotionally It simply responds “Need is subjective.” I Nod “Exactly.” That gets a pause A small one Theodore Whispers Behind Me

For only Bible is believed, not a human of any worth. Can stand there. Or be still. I do not alter it, but I reject to be within it, with it. May I know this, that I too can stand. I too can be considered wise. Despite my flaws, I too can be trusted on good things. I too can be loved, at least by me. I too can thus be healed of every disease by self-love. Amen. I will live. For the storm is extreme. But I will live. Live. Life. Live. For to live is to give. Contributions many of living. Death increases nothing but decreases faith of living in life.

; Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there; I did not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow, I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sun on ripened grain, I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush, I am the swift uprising rush Oh quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there; I did not die. After the poem, I went on to give a speech about the people I had once called my family. As I spoke, my mind was invaded with several memories of our time together. I could almost see, hear, touch and feel their presence as I went off track.

"Don’t rush yourself to feel everything." I shook my head, my grip on myself tightening. “You don’t get it. I can't—” My voice cracked, and I sucked in a sharp breath, trying to swallow down whatever it was. "I don’t know what part of me is really mine. I don't know what was real and what was just borrowed time."

Can't resist, I am roaming more to get the tranquility of paradise. """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""

If this repeats itself, I will not keep quiet. ***