Novel & Cerita I Want To Feel In Love

For the first time ever I actually felt loved, I feel loved. I don't want to lose this! Especially not from my stupid sob story!

Hahaha, f*ck. I want to show the woman I love that I love her. I want to make the woman I love to feel how much I love her, how much I love her. I want to shout that I love her. But that m*therf*ck*r isn’t here yet. I haven’t acted yet, I haven’t admitted I know and I’m sure I’m already a loser. I would try, but how? If how can I fight my feelings if I already loose.

When I finally have her, I want it to be mutual and filled with love. Karis doesn’t love me yet; I can feel that. She likes me a lot and she feels safe with me. That, I will take over anything else. I know that Karis will love me one day, and it will be one day soon. I don’t block my feelings from her. I want her to feel the love I have for her so she knows how real this is. I want her to understand that there’s nothing and no one else for me.

.... "You right Autumn, it is early for love," I say as I gently touch her cheek. At this point, I dont really know what love is supposed to feel like, but if I put in an effort it just might be worth it in the end. "But I am falling in love with you," Or so I thought since the first moment I saw you. "and if you let me I'd like to try and make you fall in love with me too." Maybe what we need is a little push in the right direction. Maybe we need a spark.

"It will only be for a few days. I want to try to work it out with her, man." "Look, in other times I would say that you are completely in love with Louise, but today I assume that this is one of the most fucked up feelings there is. Do you know how it feels to love? It's surreal, wanting that person, but not just anyone, the one that is yours. There, by your side."

I know it sounds crazy to do this to pass the time, but it really keeps me on my toes, to be honest. 'I am always alone, so I am used to it, but... there is always this desire... to make friends, to understand what it feels like to fall in love... What does it feel like to love someone and be loved? I was never bestowed with such gifts in my life. It's sad, isn't it?'

Is it really love I feel for him or just the emotions of desires? Why can't I bring myself to answer it? Why does my chest feel heavy like it's about to explode? Why does it feel like the word Love is too big? Why?

I can feel you everywhere. I cum again, shuddering from pleasure. I can feel it, the gush, the squirt. I can feel it, the mess, the wetness. I can feel it, the heat, the pleasure. I can feel it, the love, the desire. I can feel it, the need, the want. I can feel you. I pull my fingers out. I bring my fingers to my mouth, tasting myself, tasting you. I want more. I want you. I want us. I want this. I want everything.

I tried for a while but couldn’t get it right. “I can feel you trying, but you are forcing it. Don’t force it.” Hector said in a calm tone. “Let it happen naturally.” I breathed in and did as he said. I could feel something entering me. It was like I was happy, content… in love. Those were the emotions that rushed into me. That was what he was feeling at the moment. “I can feel it.” “What do you feel.” Hector inquired. “Love.” I smiled. My eyes were still closed as I took in more of those emotions.

I said to him "Then, maybe we can find our family. I just want to know them" Tee said to me. "Yeah, I hope it was not to late to know them" I said to him. "It's not to late, look at us. Fate brought us back. I know soon, we can find our family" Tee said to me smiling. "Yeah, we can do it. We got each others back" I said to him. "Now let's go ask the reception if we can shift your room with mother" Tee said.