Novel & Cerita I Want To Feel In Love

I’ve never felt like this before about anyone. Am I falling in love?

I want to love him, I want be the reason for his smile, I want to feel the warmth of his body again. ........................................................................

I want to smile at him but I also can't so I just moved my fingers as a response. I want to say how much I love him. I want to hug him. I want to kiss him. I want to feel him. I want to feel all the things he is capable of making me feel. My eyes stung a bit from the forming tears. My heart feels so full at the sight of him.

She wondered if any of them were still out there, living stories she hadn’t finished. Raegan pulled out her phone and opened her Notes app. The cursor blinked at her, patient and expectant. For a moment, she hesitated, fingers hovering. Then she typed: This is not love, not the kind I dreamed of. This is staying quiet to keep someone from leaving. This is setting myself on fire just to light the way for them. She stopped, heart racing. Her throat tightened. It wasn’t much. It wasn’t polished or gentle or safe. But it was hers.

How do you wake up every morning knowing your other half is out there, breathing the same air, but you can’t find them? I’ve never even had a boyfriend. It’s not that I haven’t been thinking about it, but I’ve seen what "just anyone" looks like, and I don't want it. I don't want a placeholder or a distraction for the sake of not being lonely. I want the real thing. I want to fall in love so passionately that the world disappears. I want that click—that moment where the universe finally makes sense.

We have a long way to go, and make each other feel our inner feelings. I have to tell him, how I feel, how my heart thumps whenever he comes closer to me or looks at me with those intense eyes and his lips curves up at the corner. How my legs go shaking like a jelly due to him. How my whole body turns into heater due to him. How my brain just goes fuzzy or unable to think of anything due to him. How my breathing gets unstable due to him. And, how what not? Just how countless how’s I can list if it comes to me list them. And, here is the most impportant how which actually should top the list is: How much I love him.

*********** *LORENZO* I don't know who I am. And it was crazy to be in love with someone right now. I wanted her to feel the same. I wanted her to find it hard to send me away after sex. I wanted her to be craving my presence just like I always do. I wanted her to find it impossible to be with someone else. But I had absolutely no idea on how to go about it.

I guess I love her so fucking much! The moment I looked into her desperate blue eyes gazing at me with so much love swimming in them, those three words came out easily. I couldn't restrain myself from letting her know it, to let her experience it. I want her to feel my love. I want her to feel it in my every touch. I want her to feel safe whenever I hold her in my arms. I want her to feel my love in every kiss and every moment that we share together. I want her to know now that how much she means to me and how fucking serious I am about her. Hence, I had to admit that to her to make her feel all those things that I am feeling right now.

How to make me feel wanted and not feel alone. “I love you too,” ***** UNEDITED

Resting my head on the steering wheel, I couldn't bring myself to explain this new feelings of mine. “What is wrong with me? I have never falling in love with someone before, hence I can't explain or tell what loves feel like. Well….not that I believe in love myself! No..this is not love! I just want to make her feel comfortable enough for me to get into her panties again!” I said, then turn to take a quick beep at her face.