Novel & Cerita If I Lay Here

It's like I have got everything I ever asked for. I'll be lying if I say I am not scared. I'll be lying if I say I am ready. I'll be lying if I say this is what I planned for. I'll be lying if I say I believe. I'll be lying if I say I want to settle down. I don't.

Levy I’ve been thinking of calling Dylan but am taking the words from the guys seriously and giving him the space he needs. It’s getting late now; it’s after ten thirty and outside it is dark with stars that shine brightly. Peace envelops me yet my mind is going like wildfire. Instead, I roll onto my back on the bed and cross my legs at the ankles and prop my head up by slinging an arm behind it.

If I knew, then at least I could mentally prepare myself for it. When my legs grow heavy, I walk over to the single window in the room and sit down on the floor below it. It’s as close to escaping as I’m going to get. From here, I can still see the bedroom door, so I can watch to see when he returns. There is no way in hell I’m going to lie down in that bed like a freaking offering.

Don’t f—’ She dropped to the ground and passed out. ~ ‘Where am I?’ Layla blinked as she stared at the white ceiling, and scrunched her nose at the heavy smell of antiseptics. She rolled to her side, the bed creaking under her weight, and Zayne was sitting on a chair beside her, scrolling through his phone. “Zayne?” She whispered, her voice hoarse, and he lifted his gaze. “You’re awake,” he said, sounding almost relieved, and slipped his phone into his pocket.

I just shake my head and lean further down on the grass, laying my back down and my head on my hands. We stay in silence again. It doesn’t fix anything. But it's all I need right now.

LARA VIA "Sleep, you need to rest, baby," I didn't protest as I felt the soft bed beneath me where I lay down. I was so drowsy, even though I didn't want to sleep, I couldn't stay awake for long. I felt his lips on my temple before darkness enveloped me.

I wanted to scream. Instead, I lay down on the couch and stared at the ceiling until my eyes burned. Chloe and Jordan kept their voices low, talking somewhere in the background, but I couldn’t hear them. I was stuck in that still frame. Layla’s face. Her eyes glanced up. Her hood pulled forward.

I turned off my laptop, placed it on the side table, and lay back down. “I’ll catch you two eventually!” I said before closing my eyes.

It would be a big thing for I&C. Sitting hours I'm chair made my neck and back stiff. Sighing I laid my head back on seat I relaxed. Let me take a rest for bit. Bet I will reach Mars this time in my sleep. "Baby", Layla's voice made me irritated. "What do you want Lay?", I asked still closing my eyes. "Just wanna check up on you", she giggled. She want to disturb my sleep now. "Well I'm still alive. Now you can leave", I want to have some rest.

It was the same icy voice coming beside her. “I know you can hear me. Open your eyes, Layla.” She frowned at what she heard. The voice seemed clearer than before. Layla opened her eyes like what she was told. Her vision was blurry and looking at the fluttering light coming from the candle made her muddle-headed. ‘Where am I?’ She thought she could barely recognize the place. Her back was lying on a soft bed and not the hard and cold ground she used to sleep on during her difficult times.