If Only He Had Been With Me Summary Novels & Stories

Everything was written down for my name, all was left blank in his. If he had connected with me, and wasn’t straight out a bitter teenager when we met. Perhaps we could have been brothers truly, and his life wouldn’t have turned out like this. We could have worked together, built a legacy and a better relationship than what we currently have. However, he chose the wrong path that’ll be forever leave him alone. “Get up before I fucking put a bullet in your brain!” He hollered, his voice thickened with fury as his brows pulled together.

He had supported me when I had my fair share of medical issues and now I didn't even have the slightest idea of what this might be. Was he in such a dilemma that he could not call anyone or?... A crowd gathered in the reception but I couldn't see anyone besides the man who was fighting for his life inside that dungeon called a hospital. I began to think about all the things that had happened and how I could have prevented it the best way I could but I couldn't. If only I had gone to school with him, maybe he couldn't have had that accident because we would have returned home together and taken another route.

Enzo… If only I had just listened, neither of us would have been in this mess, and now, because of me, he was going to die. Oh, God! What have I done?

How can he say that to me? I was the only one by your side when no one wanted to. I was the only one who believed in you when no one else did. I was the only one who defended you when even your father didn’t say anything. I was the only one! “I was the one who stayed with you when she left you. I was the only one who was willing to be with you even though you couldn’t forget about her! Oliver, that Crystal –” “Stop.” But Oliver cut off my words and looked at me with stern eyes.

Never in my life had I wanted to die as much as I did at this very moment. Nothing could have prepared me for this. In everything I had read in that blasted book, I didn’t know this would be how I would feel the minute he was taken from me. If only I had been there, I could have prevented it. I knew that without me near, he wouldn’t be able to draw from my energy. He was my Champion and I failed him.

It would only take a very little time before his wolf would start demanding for his mate. So I left the second man I ever loved and did my best to bring the two together on acceptable terms. And I am happy. I don’t want to think about how our fates would’ve changed if Harma never appeared. I’ve shut that chapter of my life. Let’s stick to the reality of things and Henry’s presence in my life. I give my response with that conviction. “I wouldn’t.” A long pause ensues between us, fumbling with my tension before I hear the clearing of his throat. His voice sounds from the other end, deep with pride.

However, I sometimes wonder if my life could have turned out differently if she had left with me. Well… If she had, I wouldn’t have met Director Hayes or joined W.O.O.T.. And I won’t be here, seated next to a gorgeous man who doesn’t hide that he likes me. “Annatoria?” Darius' voice soothed me out of my thoughts. “Did I lose you?”

I said and he bursted out laughing. "I'll tell you about it though but for now , you need to go in or you'll be late" I added and he nodded with a knowing smile "Okay then see you Later" he said and walked in, I stood one more second as I stared at his retreating figure with a smile , I shook my head before turning to head back home. Ashton was literally the only friend I have apart from my girlfriend - Olivia. We've been together ever since I got here , we practically did all our stuff together as children and he kind of helped me cope without Mia.

When he fell serious and somber, I said, “Well, it’s nice to know one good thing came from all this. Can’t say I’m going to miss Shauny boy.” “Amen.” He silently handed me the cup, and I took a sip before giving it back. Then I rested my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes, content, cuddling my cheek to the cloth of his coat and happier than I could possibly express, glad I was here with him and nowhere else. This was the kind of relationship I’d always wanted and I hadn’t even known it. Something about the word relationship popped open a memory into my head, though. And I found myself saying, “You didn’t fail me.”

"...the only man in your life" I tilted my head. "You were?" I asked, this was the first time he was bringing up a relationship since the doctor told him that I had memory loss... The whole fiasco had bought me some time and it had also given me the opportunity to torture Margo, but I guess he was tired of waiting. "I know your memory is gone and you can only recall what happened before we met but after your first year in school, we met and you fell in love with me. You were the one who even pursued me"