Novel & Cerita If Only He Had Been With Me Summary

I had missed him deeply. And in that moment, I knew…he would not face this alone. Not with me, not with all of them by his side. For now, that was enough.

“You’re here because you’re with me. And that’s all that matters.” But is that even enough? Me with him? I figured it wasn’t. And I am afraid that he might realize it sooner than I have expected.

Before I could finish dialing though, he stood up and walked out. As he walked out though, right at the door, I could have sworn I heard him say something like, “if only you knew” and then he was gone. What was he talking about? If only I knew what exactly?

,she answered mysteriously which wasn't helpful at all. It was up to me to choose whether I should just leave or go closer. I slowly walked closer not realizing how much in the future I would look back and constantly regret this exact moment,I should have walked away..if I did, I might have never met him,it all would have never happened..just what ifs but I think as I walked closer,my fate was already sealed and I would have to find out the hard way..

If only I had gone with him at that time if only I had stopped him at that time, if only, and if only. A lot of 'if only' seem to pop into my head, making me scared. Having experienced the feeling of losing him once makes me shiver every time I remember it. I didn't think much; I knew I would die if I lost Brian again. I got up and wanted to find him, but from afar, a figure appeared. I defied everything and rushed towards that shadow; when I identified Brian, I did not hesitate to run to hug him. Emotions in my chest burst when I felt the honest Brian before me; I breathed a sigh of relief.

The words themselves were almost fatal. Alicia's fingers clamped harder around mine, her hands shaking. While Abby folded her arms across herself in a tight hug and turned away from us. Mike sat down beside me on the chair, rubbed his hands together, looking at the floor as though there was nothing he could say that would make me better. "I should've been here," I whispered. The three of them looked at me. "If I'd returned earlier… If I hadn't squandered all that time in Dubai, if I hadn't spent those two days exploring, enjoying… perhaps none of this would have ever happened. Perhaps he would not see what he saw. Perhaps—"

All in the course of three years. Henry had been the only person I believed in while everyone else mistreated and trashed me. I saw him as my only way out of sorrow, but he betrayed me. I could barely stand the pain of it. Sometime later, the Beta's cold voice pulled me from my thoughts. "We're here,” he informed me.

Something was weighing me down. The comment about the pack needing me, perhaps? “We’ll figure it out. For now, I need you back by my side. You’re the only person that understands—“ “If you didn’t realize how hard it was to do this on your own, would you be here right now?” I looked up and he met my eyes. His eyes were blank and I felt like I was losing him. The old me would have quickly said something that would have him looking at me again like I was his savior. I didn’t care about that right now.

Haden "Haden!" Bailey hisses as soon as she sees me. She scuttles out of the crowd of people she's sitting with and runs towards me. When we collide, it feels like everything is at least mildly right in the world. Half of the worry and weight on my shoulders vanish as I breathe in her scent. There was a time when I thought that I would never have something like this for myself. That I was meant to be alone, that my mate was somewhere far away from me or already dead.

And after all of this. "But I never got that letter. I would have been there every step of the way. I regret not having had the opportunity to watch you grow up," he said. I had almost forgotten he was there. I didn't know what to believe. He felt like a stranger in front of me. I guess we may never know what happened.