If You So Desire My Despair

เมื่อเขาต้องการหานางแบบมาเป็นนางกินรีแสนสวย ด้วยความแอบชอบ เธอเลยยอมสมัครไปเป็นนางแบบแล้วยอมไปนอนกางเต็นท์ค้างคืนในป่ากับเขาสองคนเพื่อรอถ่ายแบบ แต่กว่าที่เขาจะถ่าย นางกินรีก็โดนเช็คของไปถึงไหนต่อไหน

Rylie is a legendary Gamma, a female who is tougher than all males, who is feared by all.But not by Hunter. Hunter is a powerful Alpha, and he wants Rylie as his mate.But Rylie wonders if Hunter is her one and only true mate.She wonders if her true mate is out there somewhere, waiting for her.And she only has one choice.But when she runs into an injured Rogue on patrol, her world turns upside down.Is he the one?

I was once truly madly deeply in love, but things didn’t go as planned. Destiny played us, I suffered, I lost her. “If you think you know me, you’re wrong. A monster will always be a monster—you better stay away from me.”- Kingston Clint Buenavista “If you’re a monster as you say you were then I am an angel that will lighten your dark path.” -Maliyah Delos Santos There is something so called love and there is a thing so called destiny. Hanggang kelan ka aasa na magkakapuwang ka sa puso ng taong mahal mo? Kung wala itong ibang nakikita kundi ang babaeng minahal nito sa nakaraan. Ikaw ang unang nakilala pero hindi ikaw ang pinili. May pag asa pa ba Ano ang kaya mong gawin alang-alang sa pag ibig?Kaya mo bang ipaglaban ang taong mahal mo kung ikaw lang ang lumalaban para sa inyong dalawa. Paano kong mapagod ang puso mo? Hanggang saan ka dadalhin ng pagmamahal mo para sa kanya?

When struggling teacher Sienna Carter takes a last-minute nanny job for Grayson Pierce, a ruthless billionaire and single father, she has no idea what she’s getting into. Grayson is cold, demanding, and emotionally distant, more interested in boardrooms than bedtime stories. His daughter, Lily, is quiet and withdrawn, having lost her mother in a tragic accident. Sienna, with her warm and compassionate nature, clashes with Grayson at every turn. He sees her as an inconvenience, while she finds him insufferable. But as Sienna slowly breaks through Lily’s walls, she unexpectedly starts to unravel Grayson’s, too. Hate turns to fiery tension, tension turns to stolen glances, and before they know it, the icy walls between them start to melt. But just as love begins to bloom, secrets from Grayson’s past resurface, threatening to destroy everything. Will their growing love be enough to survive the storm? Or will Grayson’s fear of vulnerability cost him the one thing he never knew he needed?

Amira Lopez is a hardworking woman with lots of dreams for herself. She is a resilient woman who will do her best in everything that she does. She's brave, softhearted, and has many more qualities that make everyone fall for her. Other than those qualities, she thinks that without love, power is worthless. Ezrael Azcueta is a kind-hearted man and a very powerful businessman, not just locally but also internationally. But everything changed when his brother died. He turned into a monster, especially to those people who are responsible for his brother's death. In order to make vengeance, Ezrael decided to kidnap the daughter of the person behind his brother's sudden death. Nevertheless, little did he know, he kidnapped the wrong person. 

WARNING ️ THIS BOOK IS FILLED WITH EXPLICIT MATURE CONTENTS. THE FEMALE LEAD IS WILD AND UNRESTRAINED! She's engaged to one, yet her body craves another. Neither the love nor the engagement could stop her. Even marriage couldn't. He was her cage. He was her abyss. Dark but alluring. Dangerous, yet addictive. She wanted him. She craved him, and he filled her. Love flowed in her heart but couldn't stop her lust. Her desire was her drive, and he was her cure... but he wasn't her husband. Torn between Love and Lust, she had to make a choice.

BLURB In a world where power, wealth and betrayal intertwine, Isabel reclaims her place among the elite after years of being hidden in the shadows. The very people who thought they’d rid themselves of Isabel, are in for the shock of their lives when she steps back into their world. Now, as the long-lost daughter of the prestigious Montgomery family, she’s ready to face her enemies—starting with her ex-husband, Alexander. The man who discarded her after an affair with her best friend. As old wounds reopen and dangerous secrets come to light, the question remains—will Isabel’s heart betray her thirst for vengeance? Or will she finally bring down those who sought to destroy her once and for all? The final act of this twisted game will be one no one sees coming.

Maia just graduated and starts her new journey. She met the love of her life who changes her to become someone she never expected. Maia is an innocent narcissistic woman who strives to be on her best behavior. Her girlfriend named Lena runs an illegal business followed her father and drags Maia into the cartel ring. Lena is a snarky, manipulative, and street-smart woman, she has good survival skills, is calm, and usually has a good sense of humor when facing problems. Both Lena and Maia betray each other for personal gain, despite their feelings for each other. Lena is good at reading people and is perceptive. Maia experiences life chaos with her girlfriend, Lena. And that changes her became cruel, spoiled, and will be manipulative to get what she wants. But in the end, she just does what she needs to do to survive and protect the one she loves. Their adventure through love, pain, and sexual fantasies remain loyal to each other across time, distance, and silence which changes the way we see real love. Both of them end up behind bars and Maia is released before Lena. After her release, will Maia wait for Lena and be with her or start her new life? RATED 17+ This novel contains sex, nudity, and violence.

Their love was forbidden, but it was undeniable. Olivia Dela Vega may not have been the typical good student, but when she laid eyes on her professor, Ethan Reynolds, she knew she had to have him. He was like a forbidden fruit, but she couldn't resist the temptation. Ethan, on the other hand, tried to resist his attraction to Olivia, knowing that it was wrong to have feelings for a student. But love has a way of defying reason, and he found himself drawn to her like a moth to a flame. Their love affair was a dangerous game, and the stakes were high. They knew the risks, but they couldn't help themselves. However, their secret was soon revealed, and they were faced with a difficult decision. Would they give up on each other, or would they risk everything to be together? The answer was unclear, but they knew one thing for sure - they couldn't live without each other. Is the thrill of wanting someone you can't have worth it? Or will it always be an irresistible, forbidden desire?

After being publicly rejected by her mate, the Alpha's son, orphans Kit, and her little sister Cami, run away from their pack. Seven years later, who should walk into the diner that Kit works at and Cami studies in, but the new Beta of the pack they abandoned, who just so happens to be Cami’s very smitten mate. Kit is horrified when Cami begs her to come back to the pack where she still feels the humiliation from her rejection, but she can’t abandon her only family, so she reluctantly tags along. What she doesn’t expect, is that the once arrogant but popular son of the pack’s healer, Colin, has turned out to be not just a nice guy, but smoking hot too. And much to her surprise, he is interested in her. Which is great, because the mate who rejected her is now her Alpha and seems to take amusement in embarrassing her. Embarrassing her, and at the same time, wanting to use her for his pleasure, which even though she can’t stand him, she struggles to be able to physically resist him. And to make matters worse, he refuses to let her reject him back, threatening to kick her out and prevent her from seeing her loved ones anymore. Will she ever be able to finally reject him back and be happy with Colin, who wants her for more than just her body, or will she forever be trapped in an infatuation with someone who is emotionally uninterested?