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I picked it up, and my eyes almost widened when I read whose name it was. "Who?" Zeyo asked and leaned over to read. "Woah, Zachary," gasped a few nearby. I even heard that Sir might not agree because he's gay, maybe he won't agree because I'm a woman. I pulled it out again, and I closed my eyes when I read what was written, adams apple. I don't know what to do, I haven't come to my senses if Zeyo doesn't pat me on the back and say that I should do it. I got a drink and some salt.

The freshman shook his head. " Thank you. It is not. You being gay is not and will never be a problem with your relationship with God because he is the one who created you. He made you just the way you are, and you are absolutely perfect that way. He gave you those feelings so that you will be able to love and to be loved, and he would want you to be happy, don't go stressing yourself about specifications in the Bible because the Bible can be interpreted in so many different ways, okay?"

Slowly, the scoffs turned into hollow laughter that didn't reach anywhere near my heart because absolutely nothing about this situation was funny. "Damnit, Ryan! I'm so doomed for this. “Are you not okay with it?” The guy asked again. Of course I'm not okay, I accepted the role because I thought it was a lady …the thing is. “I'm a gay, and I'm hyper sexual!!”

Scrolled to Kael’s name. Stared at it for a second. Then dialled. It picked up on the third ring. “You’re gay?” I said. Silence. “I’m saying that not as a judgment,” I continued, because I needed to be clear on that. “I don’t care. Genuinely. Who you sleep with is your business and if you want to sleep with men then sleep with men, I have no opinion on it whatsoever.” I leaned against the counter.

I repeat, finally wrapping my head around the news. “Goddess forbid," I exclaim, jumping away from him like an African mother that just got told she lost her child. The guy giggles. “Ironic, isn't that? The big, bad, ruthless, homophobic Alpha is secretly gay." I shake my head like I'm trying to chase off a swarm of bees surrounding my head. “No. Hell No. You're fucking crazy. I'm not gay. I'm not fucking gay. I'm a man. A real man. I can't be mated to you. I'm not mated to you. Never. Not in this life and any other life. You're delusional." I say, not sure if I am trying to convince him or myself.

"I'm gay." I held his gaze. Reading what was sitting behind the words … the newness of it, the weight of it, and the way saying a thing out loud for the first time made it more real than it had been in your own head. I knew that feeling. I had lived that moment in my own version. "You don't have to claim any identity if you are not ready." I said it carefully, because that was true and because I meant it.

I said with a pout. "Don't pout!" I looked at him wondering, what's the problem if I pout? Why do I look like a duck? Tsk, Steven, Mark, Merk and Davey can say it's cute to look at! You're the only one who's really different Ken... yes, he's really different because he's a man, that's why those four and then he's gay. "Tsk, pout over there if you're jealous Ken!" I said at the same time stroking him. "Do you want me to poke your eyes out?!"

I sighed as I smiled sparingly at Clodeth. I have been through a lot and I am stronger than before. Even if, I weaken with fear and anxiety now. If I can't get the strength on my own, I know I can still get strength from my friends because they are here. I feel like I am no longer alone because I have those people who accept me no matter who I am, believing that being a gay is not a crime, that I am not a mistake. "Can you say that with respect?" I broke into silence. "Clodeth, in your tone I feel it's a big crime for me to be gay."

Anna asked as she squinted her right eyes "That should be the question you should be asking yourself " CJ said "perhaps you're worried about me because you like me" Anna shot him a glance and shook her head "Never ever will I like a gay " She said "If you call me a gay one more time then you will regret what I am going to do to you... You keep thinking I am a gay but have you ever seen me with any guy or sexually attracted to any guy.. I know you will find it too hard to believe but seriously I am not a gay, the rumors was spread because someone is trying to put me down maybe the person is probably jealous of me but seriously I am not a gay " CJ said and Anna was dumbfounded

Vincent replied, sounding disgusted by my naked body. "Oh please Vincent, these kitties won't bite you," I said, shaking the two mounds on my chest. "Yeah they won't but.... who knows, what if your pussy got some teeth." "Na ah, you did not......, you did not just say that." "Hold up. How did you know that I'm gay?" Vincent asked suddenly. I just remembered that he actually doesn't know that I already know he's gay and I believe that this is the first time we have actually met in person. "Did my brother told you that?"