My sexual Addiction
I bailed.
Found myself in some hotel bar I’d never seen, all shiny chrome and jazz that sounded more expensive than the whiskey I ordered. Bartender gave me that look like, “Not my business,” which I appreciated.
One whiskey. Two. Three. Lost count after that, not gonna lie.
Everything in the room started to warp, like I was in one of those funhouse mirrors. Kept telling myself I had control—that I could leave whenever. Lies. I ended up sitting on the bathroom floor, cold tile against my back, fists clenched to stop the shaking.