Novel & Cerita Kalo Aku Cantik Seleraku Bukan Kamu

“Do you have any fucking idea what you do to me? How beautiful I find you? How much I've missed you? How much you would moan and whimper with just the smallest touch of me on your skin. How your eyes always lit up whenever you saw me. How you'd blush whenever I stared at you for too long in one of your pretty dresses. “You're beautiful in your own way, baby. You don't need to look like the models you see on your I*******m explore page and wished so damn much you had their face. You don't need to be insecure over society's standards of beauty. You don't need a tiny waist, a thigh gap, a flat stomach, or slim thighs. You're perfect as you are, and I wouldn't have you any other way.

“I’m sorry it was rough. I was going off the places that Felicity told me to send you.” “I know. But…I’m not sixteen. Or a princess. Or a wanna-be fairy. I’m just me. I got something but Aleksei didn’t tell me if it looked nice on me or not.” “I’m sure it will be beautiful. It’s funny with clothes. If you start with a model who is beautiful, then the clothes will only accentuate that. You will never not be beautiful. In anything you wear.”

Her words were cruel and hurtful but I wouldn't let them get to me because I knew none of them were true. "Do you think Kaden will ever like you, when he has someone like me. Be realistic, you're so fat and ugly he won't even dare leave me for you." She hisses. Yes Cassandra was divinely pretty, she was the classic example of a beauty standard, with a slender body and a flawless face but all what she said about me wasn't true. I wasn't ugly, I wasn't even that fat either and even if I was that could never make me ugly. Mother always taught me that True beauty doesn't lie on the surface but in the heart.

" Since it's coming from you, I believe it and that's true because I haven't been mesmerized by anyone's beauty like yours captured my heart. To be very honest, every lady I see out there looks like trash before my sight!" "Insult to the ladies, now get out of my sight! That's the way you guys go around spilling sugar-coated lies and getting what you want after that it's gone!"

it hurt saying those words but that's the truth " Come on" Bella dragged my hand instantly making the powder in my hands fall " Don't you ever say that about you. you don't look big or fat. you look sexy. Having that beautiful child of yours makes you look gorgeous. I'd die to have a skin like yours and a body like yours " I shook my head " I know you are only trying to make me feel better but trust me I can take it. I know what I see " she rolled her eyes " I'm very sure this is your view but you are not to decide. we have our view. you don't look ugly but you look good "

"You. Nothing, and no one, in this life will ever compare to your beauty." I was sincere in each of my words. Camila is beautiful, not to say perfect in my eyes. She enchants me in everything she does, in everything she is. Even Camila's imperfections I am learning to like, if not love. I know it's crazy all this, but it's a craziness that has gotten out of my control.

So cute. My drunk beauty ......

He bent to my level and examined me properly. “I’m sorry, please stop crying. Tell me, what can I do for you to stop causing a scene?” I suddenly looked up at him, my crying reducing into whimpers. I studied his features, he had a manly handsomeness with a hard face and the cutest lips. “Fuck me!” I blurted out, surprised by my audacity. “What?” He raised a brow. “Please, I beg you. Or don’t you find me attractive? You don’t right? That’s why everyone hates me, it’s because I’m not beautiful,” I began a fresh round of tears.

She orders before walking back in and collapsing on the bed. " What seems to be bothering my princess?" I question " Some women called me ugly today" She cries " What? Who did that?" I yell angry " It doesn't matter, the fact is that they were right, I am ugly" She says in tears " That's not true, you are very beautiful Sia" I assure her " That's not true. I know you are just saying that because you are my friend" She says " I know I am ugly because of my scar" She cries

No witchy aunt I walked to the kitchen and drank water then went to my room. I looked under my clothes and brought out the phone. I stared at the picture and smiled. Some people are born as angels. While some of us are not. I'm not saying I'm not beautiful. I am beautiful but not very beautiful. I'm just a girl with a good face. I can't be classified amongst the pretty Even Eliza is way ahead of me in beauty. That's why she gets most of the attention from both men and women