Back To You
be still my heart
"----I hate love, and most importantly I hate loving you!. I hate it so much, it destroys me, it wrecks me, it fucking ruins me, yet I can't fucking stop, I can't fucking stop! I'm addicted to you and I need to stop, I need everything to stop, I need every-fucking-thing to stop, because I hate loving you, loving you disgusts me, I disgusts myself. I hate loving you"
I broke down, literally, I couldn't take it anymore, my heart couldn't take that much blows. I fell to my knees, looking down, as strong as I am, I couldn't stop the tears from streaming down my face. I hurt her, that's plain truth, and she just gave me a dose of my own medicine, an iota of the way I treat her.
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