Novel & Cerita Ketika Hatiku Tlah Disakiti

One second he was flirting with my grandmother then the next he was shooting daggers at me with his eyes. "Idiot" I mumbled. Of course he wouldn't know why I was trying to kill him. He unknowingly ruined my life. I hated him for it. "I'll see you soon, beautiful." He said, turning back to my grandmother instantly nodded, "Feel free to visit whenever you like. Just don't bring the guns."

“OK , but tell me how will my heart can keep calm which beats in your love, how will my mind be keeping calm which can't think beyond you, how my nights will keep calm which won't be occurring without you, how will my breath be calm which got fused into yours, how will my feelings of your touch on my body will keep calm which arose affection within me, finally how will I be keeping calm who made you my whole world” To which he remained silence, thus she slapped him asking again his reply,”You are lying ? , Right, and if you are trying to play prank with me you better don't dare to because I am very serious right now ", she smiled from outside but inside I could feel that was totally scared f

Like my eyes were about to fall out this instance. "Yup!" They both said while giving me flat tone. "What's got into you bro's!" I said to them but still they all look at me seriously. "Woah seriously? Gezz fine I'll answer your questions ok!" I said as they still like to pushed that topic so I surrender. " Of course we all wanted to have someone to love and cherish ok? But not for now!" I said while giving them cheeky smile. "Idiot!" Blake mumbled.

She yelled in my face but she wasn't done "I hate it. I hate you-----" be still my heart "----I hate love, and most importantly I hate loving you!. I hate it so much, it destroys me, it wrecks me, it fucking ruins me, yet I can't fucking stop, I can't fucking stop! I'm addicted to you and I need to stop, I need everything to stop, I need every-fucking-thing to stop, because I hate loving you, loving you disgusts me, I disgusts myself. I hate loving you"

I would even manage perfectly fine with my eyes shut tightly closed. "You do still remember that I draw " The words slipped out of my mouth, my voice small and croaky. That statement was a mistake. A hard look flashed across his face so suddenly that I was startled. " Yes and that's just one amongst all the hateful things about you!" He clenched out coldly. His words hit me with a stab of hurt, I guess that short precious moment was forgotten, at least it had been precious to me. He was now back to hating me.

Pilit kong pinapalakas ang sarili ko kahit na hindi maganda ang nararamdaman ko. Ibinaba ko muna ang notebook na binigay n'ya at dahan-dahan akong naglakad papunta sa pintuan ng kwarto. Akmang hahawakan ko na ang door knob ng mapatigil ako dahil sa lyrics ng kantang lumalabas sa cellphone ko. Pansamantala ko 'tong dinamdam. Would you still hurt my pride.🎵🎶 Oh hey, how I cried.🎵🎶

I no longer know where I end and the infinite suffering begins. "You still foolishly desire peace?" she growls menacingly, her voice now brimming with undisguised hate. "Then leave him immediately. Walk away forever from the one I explicitly warned you about. Or I swear I'll systematically tear your precious soul apart, piece by agonizing piece, until there's absolutely nothing left but an empty, breathing shell."

As tears welled up in my eyes, I grabbed the microphone and said, "I would like to thank those who have supported me and worked with me to make all of this possible. I'll work hard from now on and strive to be better." Life was short, but I could choose to make my dreams and goals a huge part of it. I was still young, and my future was bright. I vowed to always tell myself not to be angry with the world over a small disappointment, for when one door closed, another opened. This was my life, after all, and only I got to decide what to do with it.

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Oerowoseo eotteokae (I’m lonely, what do I do? Miummajeo samkyeosseo (So I swallowed up even the hate) Hwanael himdo eopseo (I have no strength to get mad) Iyudo eopgo (No reason either) Maeumeul deoreopijima (So don’t taint your heart) Tarakagien ajik illeo (It’s too early to be corrupt) * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

Everything feels fragile. Like one wrong move and everything shatters. I just want to sleep. Forget. Breathe. But something stops me. There’s paper taped to my door. Small. Folded. My heart starts pounding again. Slow. Heavy. Bad feeling. Very bad. I peel it off. Hands shaking. Open it. Just one word. Written in thick black ink. Ugly. Messy. Aggressive. STOP. My stomach drops. No name. No explanation. Just that.