Rejected by My Mate, Desired by His Enemy
"Taking space is not aggression. Holding space is not a threat. You were taught that it was. That teaching was a weapon used against you. Drop it."
She comes at me again. I deflect. This time I hold my ground, weight forward, and wait.
She stops. Nods once. In Sage's language, that is high praise.
It takes two weeks of daily sessions before my muscles stop fighting me. The impulse to shrink is deep, dug into the bone. Some mornings I feel it most, that pull to make myself smaller, easier, less.
Sage finds those mornings and pushes harder on them.
"Bigger," she says.