ECHOES OF TRUTH
Life literally becomes meaningless, and living each day is a constant battle, like you are always drowning.
Oh, and the pain...
There is no physically caused pain that can match it. It's like a void in your chest that consumes and takes everything away, taking everything from you.
I closed my eyes and remembered the nightmares. No, I didn't want to sleep; I didn't want another nightmare. I didn't want to hear that voice; I didn't want to see the blood. I got up; I had to go. I needed something to entertain me. I needed to see something other than these four walls. Maybe, by distracting my mind, I would be able to scare away the nightmares.