Novel & Cerita Losing Her Was His Punishment

How I love her. Letting go was not something I could dare envisage. Without her, there would be no me. But after losing her four times I wanted to let go. I promised I was not going to go after her but I did when she needed me. And one look at those eyes and I was lost. I brought her back, loved her like there was no tomorrow even though I realised the gods had given me a whip -- handed it perfectly package over to me to keep punishing myself with. And I was using it, playing directly into their hands, I was completely powerless to do anything about it.

Pain shot through my bones but I kept quiet, swallowing the pain. Could the moon goddess see it all? Was this what she wanted? Or was this punishment for not dying when my mate did? I closed my eyes tightly. Perhaps I should have died three years ago. There was nothing for me in this world. Nothing. I had lost far too much and lived such a miserable life. I had sinned. My eyes flashed open as I looked around the dirty cell I was in. This was my punishment. My punishment for loving a bastard. "How dare you?" I whispered, digging my nails into the dirt. Anger burned within.

To keep them safe from me. By nightfall, I return home, defeated. As Alpha I hold dominion over this land, but not the hearts of my mate and child. They've forever slipped beyond my reach, a fitting punishment I now understand I deserve. The loss tears at my soul with vicious teeth, and I'm left grasping at memories that now cut like broken glass. The celebration continues under the light of a swollen moon, a cruel mockery of the future I've forever lost. In a rage I stalk through the revelry, grabbing a bottle of whiskey and throwing it with a roar against the wall. Silence falls.

Not in front of her. "Shut the fuck up, you lowlife! You think I don’t know that?" She yelled, her voice trembling with fury. Her pupils widened, dark and wild. "Of course I know," she said again, breathing hard. "I saw how he almost lost his mind when he found out you were missing. That’s when I realized he’s a lost cause. But you know the interesting thing about this?" Her voice dropped low, each word slow and deliberate. "Even if I can’t have him, you won’t have him either. You’ll die. I’ve spent a long time wiping out girls from his life—and you’ll just be another one of them. Even his true mate won’t escape me. So… goodbye."

He warned her not to commit any crimes anymore. “Just go and restart your life!” He groaned, stepping out. She falls to her knees on the floor, and tears roll down her cheeks as soon as he takes a step away from her. She committed the crimes just to get Sebastian, but today he left her. She got nothing while making bad choices but lost everything, and now she is feeling all the things. Sebastian gave her the toughest punishment than sending her behind bars: she became bad in front of him and now she can’t see him anymore.

through a lot of things that her father did not know of. “He was too busy with himself, and his extramarital affairs,” she thought. The man who left her and her mother with nothing, is now asking for her help. She wanted to yell, but it would not help at all. Everything is in the past, and her mom is currently living in peace with her aunt. "You called me today after a long time because you needed some help," she said sharply. He apologized, but she was stiff. Time had made her stronger, as she turned into a helpless little girl into a young woman who fights for her dreams and will fight for the man she loves. She did not give in to her father's request. "I'm sorry, I do not have control o

As they saw I didn't budge, they left me and went on checking her vitals. My heart pounded, and my eyes brimmed with fresh tears. I couldn't lose her; I couldn't! I didn't even want to think of that. After waiting for so long, I was about to lose her again. Fuck! I was about to lose the most precious thing to me. How'd I survived? My head reeled as I thought of all the things I must have done wrong for her to deserve a punishment as terrible as this, but I could come up with nothing.

Then he smiled sadly, and walked with slow steps and with a burning heart he said “This torment will accompany me for a lifetime, because this is Goddess Selene’s punishment for me, I have lost her forever, I have lost the light of my life, and it is all because of my arrogance and desire for power.” And without adding another word, he would walk out, letting her fall to the ground, while she wept over the state of her children, whom she raised with her own hands. As for him, he moved towards her room to see her, wanting to stop this pain, even for a few seconds, because the pain, sadness and regret that were burning his heart and soul with hellish fire

her words lashed out in my mind like a whip, cutting deep into the wounds of my shattered heart. Her words pierced through the haze of my delusion, bringing me face to face with the harsh reality of my own failures. I had deceived myself into believing that I could reclaim what I had lost, but her brutal honesty stripped away the façade. I felt the crushing weight of regret wash over me. How had I let things come to this? How had I allowed my selfish desires to destroy the only thing that truly mattered? And now I was paying the price for my sins. Now as she lay underneath me, her eyes filled with a mixture of anger and sorrow, I realized that I had lost her forever.

The weight of our actions, of our failures, bore down on us with a merciless finality. This punishment we were now inflicting on her betrayers—it wouldn’t mend our broken hearts, wouldn’t erase the scars left by the cruelty Scarlett had endured. Our punishment was something deeper, far more personal. It was knowing that we had lost the light in our lives, our mate, because of our own blindness. And now, even if she somehow found her way back to us, we would carry this burden forever.