Novel & Cerita Losing Her Was His Punishment

The way she called my name like it meant something. Gone. Our first kiss and the first day I took her? Gone. Our first meeting? Gone. The way she looked at me like I wasn’t a monster? Gone. I thought I could live with pain. I thought I could carry this punishment alone. I thought losing her once was the worst thing that could happen to me. But this? This is worse. Because she’s not dying. She’s choosing to forget me. Choosing to carve me out of her heart with her own bloody hands.

She was ready to embrace her death, instead of living that life of painful loneliness, just like he had always believed after he lost his everything seven years ago that day when he had to see his wife and his child dying in front of him and he could not do anything from losing them forever. His hold automatically loosened around her jaw. Taking down his gun, Rican stepped back from her which made Nina lean against the wall to support her own body's weight. The poor girl buried herself against the wall and teared up more terribly. His eyes continued to stare at her while his head continued to repeat those words. ‘She doesn't deserve this. She had lost everything, somehow because of you, Rica

And that should have been enough. But it wasn’t. It was never going to be enough—not until she chose me again. And even then… I knew I could only hope. For the first time, I realized that losing her wasn’t a failure. Losing her was a lesson. A mirror. A reckoning. And perhaps, in some distant future, a chance. But for now, all I could do was wait. And watch. And hope that the man I was becoming could one day deserve the woman I had lost.

Scarlet questioned, her voice low and cold. Fateball pressed its lips in a straight line. "Yes." It replied. "Did she give birth to her baby?" "She didn't." Scarlet's eyes trembled, and her lips twitched. "Then... She lost it. She lost two lives." Her voice faltered. "Which is why they have to be punished," Fateball responded. She sounded angry.

My words were final. I watched on as she broke down in tears and clutched her stomach in pain. Losing her place in my pack is akin to losing a child except, the pain comes back ten times more intense. It explains why members of a pack would go feral after losing their privilege, and she has got too many privileges. "H-How could you?" she screamed at me. Her eyes moved to Alora who looked at her with pity in her eyes. A quality that only a true luna would have.

She suddenly turns in my direction with tears shining brightly in her eyes, her lips moving to say ‘I’m sorry’ before she places her hand in Henry’s outstretched one and they all disappear before my eyes. The instant they disappear, the wall in front of me vanishes and I fall to the soft grass with a loud thud. My head moves back to face the brightly lit up moon and a painful howl emerges from my lips, causing tears to flow down my cheeks for all that I have lost. The answering howls from my pack mates only intensifies the pain of losing the woman that I have waited a lifetime for.

her mind denied to lose control over her which she appreciated. “I know there is no forgiveness for what I have done, only punishment, even that was not enough and nothing can justify the pain and suffering you have gone through and what you have lost but our daughter…..”his voice shook at the end feeling a strong wave of pain shot at his heart making him writhing in pain, he felt like someone was squeezing his heart wickedly, making him groan in agonizing pain. Her steps stumbled back as sheen layer of tears brimmed into her but apart from pain, she also felt another emotion which was very strong which was driving her crazy.

“I was meant to be powerful. Worshiped. And you… You and that freak ruined that.” He coughs weakly, blood slipping from the corner of his mouth. “You're not even useful,” she hisses. “You’re just here, reminding me of everything I lost.” She strikes him again and again and again. Each lash tears into his skin, the sliver burning through his muscles, nerves, and soul, and all he can do is scream in agony. “You ruined everything!” She finally stops and throws the whip on the floor, her raw. “I deserve better! You and that freak are a curse! A mistake! I was never supposed to have a mate like you, and Kieran was supposed to be fated to me!”

My heart skipped a beat when the side of my face paralyzed and melted into her hand. It felt heavenly to be held scantily by her. “How can I allow myself to graze such a gem? Remember? I lost you with my own hands. But, the fact you are here is increasing my guilt.” I shut my eyes, resenting the fact where destiny left us but if I remained where I burned our picture, I would end up losing the privilege to call her mine- Just like her. “Looking at you hurts me and I have accepted it as my punishment.” She whispered, stroking me in the most lull-providing demeanor.

they are not making sense right now, how can I lose Blake? “Well, she did leave and judging by the rejection pains you felt before you were brought here, I would say that she is far away. That plus your wolf being angry at you for the way you treated her even after he warned you against it is the reason you lost him now. The Moon Goddess gave us mates for a reason and the gift of shapeshifting. Now she had taken both away from you alpha and the only way to have him back is by making amends. Find your mate and gain her forgiveness.”