Novel & Cerita Love Myself Don't Need Anybody Else

Am only human Sometimes I make mistakes,make mistakes, If you forgive me, Am gonna do what it takes, Yeah Cause now I know better, To hurt you was wrong, Girl is with you, I belong Oh yeah Somebody needs you, Like never before, Somebody want your love, Baby open the door Dont you leave me alone, Don't you turn off the lights, Somebody wants you,wants you, Somebody needs you tonight I've been thinking, we should, Be talking this through,yeaah, You must believe me, I'll make it up to you,make it up to you Cause now I know better, To hurt you was wrong, Girl is with you, I belong Oh yeah Somebody needs you, Like never before, Somebody want your love, Baby open the door Dont you leave me alone,

I knew it was Jaxson. "‌Vale." The hand he reached out to touch me pulled back. He stood alone with his back to the light, his figure looking utterly desolate, "I have lived two lifetimes, but I have only ever loved you. In my previous life, I was deceived. I didn't know you were the one I had been desperately searching for. I only knew ‌Vale was dead. I couldn’t allow myself to love someone else." I kept silent, “I don’t care.”

Going after straight guys has never been my thing. I mean, I admire them, but it's always just admiration. That is, until Rhys Volkov came along. The asshole's got a talent for making me weak in the knees with those sweet, cum-worthy sounds, his skillful denial, and those magical hands... Fuck, just thinking about him is making me drool. I'm lying on the table, my faint scars a reminder of the injuries I sustained two weeks ago. The bandages are long gone, and I'm feeling a little more like myself.

I reached out to wipe, but the more I wiped more and more. It's not that I have nowhere to go, but I'm just drifting down the street like a self-mutilator. "Chloe, come home with me." I was surprised, "What brings you here?"

She didn’t write a long description—just one sentence: “Sometimes we need to break first, to know what our true form looks like.” --- That night, Evelyn stood alone in the studio. All the lights were off, except one. She looked at the painting from a distance. Then, as if speaking to the letter hidden behind the canvas, she whispered, > “This time… I want to love myself deeply enough that I no longer need anyone else’s validation.” But a voice from the studio doorway startled her. “If you can start loving yourself… maybe you can finally let someone else love you in a way that doesn’t hurt.”

She'll come to me when she's ready. I also wait because I need to learn some f-cking restraint. This is not me, it never has been. People need me, not the other way around. I'd like to think this is just because I haven't been with a woman in a while, but I make sure to visit a very discreet club once a week to get the itch scratched.

“ Don't speak, no, don't try It's been a secret for the longest time Don't run (oh), no, don't hide Been running from it for the longest time So many mornings, I woke up confused In my dreams, I do anything I want to you My emotions are naked, they're taking me out of my mind Right now, I'm shameless Screaming' my lungs out for ya Not afraid to face it I need you more than I want to Need you more than I want to Show me you're shameless Write it on my neck, why don't ya? And I won't erase it I need you more than I want to I need you more than I want to No, uh, uh, don't wanna do this now So we're there, now it's real Now that you have me, do you want me still? My kisses are history, they go b

Looked up. Didn't recognize the girl in the mirror. Hair? Wrecked. Skin? Dull. Eyes? Puffy and red. I didn't look like this this morning. Guess you really can lose yourself for love. I'd loved Jacob for years. With the wedding coming up, I thought we'd finally made it. Didn't see it was already falling apart. I took a deep breath, tried to shut down the spiral, and grabbed my phone. [Short one groom for this wedding. Anyone want the job?]