Mata Terpejam Tapi Tidak Bisa Tidur Novels & Stories

I couldn't get the dream out of my mind. It kept replaying in my head, haunting me with the weird things I saw. As I lay in bed, tossing and turning, I realized that sleep was eluding .lme. But I knew I had to rest; otherwise, I would be too exhausted to carry out my duties at the pack's forgery the next day.

Jo couldn’t sleep. She rolled on her bed from side to side, occasionally glancing at the clock sitting on the side table. Despite being extremely tired, her eyelids weren't even heavy. Thoughts swirled in her head. She had already used all possible means to smoothly move to the land of Morpheus, but all her efforts failed. Neither the relaxation techniques known to her worked, nor the calm music worked. As soon as she closed her eyes, she could feel Matt's warm breath on her neck and his muscular scent, which was very attractive to her senses. 'Damn it! What’s wrong with me? I have to pull myself together!’ She repeated over and over again, unsuccessfully.

Aurora’s P.O.V I lay there, wide awake, staring at the ceiling. It felt like I hadn't slept in days, but every time I tried to close my eyes, my mind refused to rest. The exhaustion was pulling at me, but it was like I couldn't surrender to it. The small clock on the bedside table ticked away in the silence of the night, each second reminding me of how much I needed sleep. But the minutes stretched on, dragging me deeper into an anxious state, as if the night itself was refusing to let me go.

Just… how did… Ha… Leaving my computer, I jumped on my bed. A loud creak was heard. Ah, I sometimes forgot how heavy I was. My eyes were in a daze. What did I just see? I did what I could, but the app won't work. There is no use. Staring at the ceiling, I'm bored. I still can't believe that the game I like was turned down. Maybe it would solve and fix itself after a small nap. Right? “Tch”

Five hours was more than enough to cry over a man who didn’t even spare a second glance my way. As I sipped on the lukewarm water I felt a heaviness in my chest. Exhaustion weighed me down, both emotionally and physically. All I wanted to do was sleep and forget the heartache. I curled myself up in bed, ignoring the world around me, and tried my best to fall into a deep slumber. But sleep would never come. No matter what I tried, it was impossible to shut my brain off completely. Not even the imagery of sheep could silence my racing thoughts.

But I didn’t want to learn it since I had no powers. I tried to interact with what I was seeing, throwing a punch and even trying to kick the woman, but it was like I was a ghost in this dream. I hate feeling useless. I feel that way when I’m awake since I’m the human in the pack. And now I’m useless even in my dreams. So annoying.

After taking a cold bath, I put on my pajamas and climbed into bed. Forcing my eyes closed, I tried to get some sleep, but I couldn’t. A particular lady kept messing with my head. I kept seeing her in my mind, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t get her out of my head. For hours, I struggled to get her out of my head, and when I finally did, I could get some sleep. The following day, I was seated beside my desk, attending to some paperwork, when a knock came on the door. Perceiving it was Matthew, I asked him in.

I tried to track her with my eyes but the crowd swallowed her small body. I got lucky that night because I secured a matress for me but for some reason the matress felt uncomfy. The whole night I twist and turn on my bed that's why the next day I am tired. I literally have no sleep. The energetic Sunshine is absent today. Sluggish Sunshine that moves like a 90 year old Grandma is present. I grab my breakfast which I honestly can't remember what it was and for the first time I did not finish it all. I have no energy to eat.

And it is up to no good. I rolled and rolled but unable to sleep. His eyes keep coming to my mind. Urgh. God help me. I took a few deep breathe and try to sleep. Finally sleep came and I drift off to sleep.

"It won't let me sleep." I reached out my hand and turned off the light, leaving us in partial darkness, since the area where the air assistants were, gave a bit of clarity. I heard Matt curl up in his seat and turning his back to me, he went to sleep. But for me that was impossible. Having slept so little in the last week and having so many worries in mind, I knew it would be irresponsible of me to fall asleep. And more being surrounded by so many people. I knew me well enough to know that the fucking nightmares would make an appearance because I was in the state of anxiety that produced them.