Mata Terpejam Tapi Tidak Bisa Tidur Novels & Stories

His fingers gently caressed her face. She wanted to move away, but her body froze under his stare. He opened his mouth and said softly, "I need to look at these pictures, or I can't even get a wink of sleep." She was shocked. He... had insomnia? He had to look at her pictures to fall asleep? "Do you know how miserable it feels not being able to sleep?" he asked in a whisper, "You're tired, but you just can't fall asleep. Even when you close your eyes and lie down, your mind is distracted by other thoughts...."

Maya's Pov Sleep did not come easily and when it did, it was heavy, restless, and loaded with unease, like I had swallowed something bitter that decided to ignore it. My body was exhausted, but my mind wouldn’t keep quiet. Images of the day flashed in and out, the park, the laughter of my children, the way I pretended to be fine when inside I was crashing and the anticipation of Adam’s action was slowly driving me crazy. Somewhen along the line, my eyes finally closed against my will and the darkness pulled me in.

Obat tidurmu yang akan merusak rencanamu. Jam di dinding terus berputar. Kartika nampak mulai gelisah. Dia mondar mandir di kamar dengan raut kusut. Aku tersenyum menang. Mulai malam ini dan seterusnya, jangan harap kamu bisa bersenang senang dengan Mas Fikri, Kartika.

However, his kind actions made me immersed in fantasies that made me dream of a good future with him by my side to protect me. Thinking of that, my heart ached. I was even a little dizzy, looking at the scene around me that I thought it was a dream. I had been a little tired these past few days, probably due to the pressure of the upcoming exam. I set very high goals for myself so I couldn't sleep well. Matthew had reminded me a lot about that, he even forced me to go to sleep many times, but even if I turned off the lights and closed my eyes, I still found it difficult to fall asleep.

Unable to stay awake anymore. I lose consciousness.

I hated that I had made a promise to my mom when I was unsure of what tomorrow maybe. I begin to stare at the ceiling. I was now eager for tomorrow to come that I wish I could just shut my eyes for a second and open them seeing that it was a new day already. Sadly, it was never going to be that way. I had to wait and it was killing me. I close my eyes trying to force myself to sleep. Being up and watching for the day to come was quite stressful. It will be much better if I fall asleep. I tried but each time I end up opening my eyes. I couldn't fall asleep. I wasn't sleepy.

She was glad to have something to do because soon I heard her voice telling the maid what to do and how to do it. Jimmy also caught on to my good mood as he kept on teasing me. "How about you get a little sleep before they arrive? You look so tired." I shook my head. He just doesn't get it. It wasn't the fact that I don't want to sleep, it was just that I was unable to close my eyes without one of Chris's pictures coming to my mind. And the moment the picture was on my mind, it was difficult to drift off to dreamland. Maybe, after seeing him, I would rest assured it was all real and finally be able to sleep for a few hours.

I just wanted to crawl under the covers and forget about everything. I closed my eyes and tried to clear my mind. But no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't stop thinking about Liam. Images of him kept flashing through my mind, like a movie reel on repeat. I tossed and turned, unable to find a comfortable position. The more I tried to sleep, the more awake I felt. I felt trapped in a vicious cycle of sleeplessness and worry.

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Or perhaps I died in the storm, and I’m in some kind of purgatory. That’s actually funny. If there was hell and heaven, I know I’m not making it up, not even to a limbo state. Good sex or not, my body still couldn’t fall asleep. I’m not wired that way. It’s kind of refreshing to know that, despite getting my wish, I still couldn’t sleep. Meaning the problem is still me. I rolled over, staring at the empty space in the bed. There’s literally only one room. One bathroom. It’s not that big of a cabin.