Miserable At Best By Mayday Parade Lyrics Novels & Stories

~~~ You're the light, you're the night You're the color of my blood You're the cure, you're the pain You're the only thing I wanna touch Never knew that it could mean so much, so much You're the fear, I don't care 'Cause I've never been so high Follow me through the dark Let me take you past the satellites You can see the world you brought to life, to life So love me like you do, love me like you do Love me like you do, love me like you do Touch me like you do, touch me like you do What are you waiting for? Fading in, fading out On the edge of paradise

Audrey, If you've found this letter, it must mean I'm dead... right? I'm sorry I treated you like shit. You don't deserve that. You deserve someone who will love you with all your heart and I'm sorry that I couldn't be the one. I'm sorry I broke our pact but please, please, please don't kill yourself. I have nothing left to live for. I feel like a weight on your shoulders, consistently pulling you down. I can't be that. You deserve so much more. I'm sorry I was so toxic towards you. Trust me, you'll be so much happier without me.

If only I'd had known you had a storm to weather So, before you go Was there something I could've said to make it all stop hurting It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless So, before you go.

I hurriedly took out my phone and looked at the calendar. Today was the 1st of May. And today was the day Thomas would attempt to drown his sorrows in alcohol, but end up being abducted, abused, and then eventually kill himself by throwing himself off a building. This also marked the beginning of the time when everyone started outright hating me. But this time, I had already given up my spot for him, and I wasn't getting married to Carol anymore. Yet, I didn't know for sure if he was still going to drink and drown his sorrows in alcohol or not.

Eh Rum-pum-pum-pum, rum-pum-pum-pum, rum-pum-pum-pum Mi say wah man down A weh mi say Rum-pum-pum-pum, rum-pum-pum-pum, rum-pum-pum-pum When mi went downtown 'Cause now I am criminal, criminal, criminal Oh Lord, oh mercy, now I am a criminal Man down Tell the judge please gimme minimal Run out of town, none a them can see mi now, see mi now Oh, mama, mama, mama I just shot a man down In Central Station In front of a big old crowd Oh, why? Oh, why? Oh, mama, mama, mama I just shot a man down In Central Station.

I had known from a young age that I wasn't the Blackwood family's biological daughter. So I knew that I wasn't worthy of being compared with Claire Blackwood in any way. I had only gotten her doll dirty while cleaning the room, yet Mom punished me by locking me out in the rain all night. When Claire blinded one of my eyes with a laser pointer, however, Mom protected her instead. “Your sister didn't mean to do it. She was just playing around.” After I lost sight in my right eye, Claire showed me a triumphant smile. “Who told you to enter our lives in the first place? You deserve it.” They all said I was an outsider. So for eighteen years, no matter how hard I tried or how desperately

I couldn't let Jaden know what was going on in my head. Today was such a bad day. I played with him for a few minutes and then went into my room and locked myself in. I took a few shots of the brandy in my drawer. I had been preserving it for the right time. Well, I think this is the right time to get high and cry myself to sleep. Even after the drink, I still couldn't sleep. I just couldn't.

"Blake, who's the better catch, Megan or that deadweight ex of yours?" Blake smirked, his tone dripping with disdain. "Megan, hands down. Don't mention that woman. Being with her was the worst mistake of my life. She makes my skin crawl." Laughter erupted, cruel and mocking. Megan, grinning, pointed at the camera. "Why don't you send this to her? Let her see how happy we are." Blake nodded. "Her dad is ill, but I bet he's faking it to ruin my wedding. What a pain!"

] [I miss you so much! [Without you in Harbor City, everything is so boring. The cafeteria food is terrible. Every day, they serve up some awful concoction like grilled pineapples with mayonnaise. Engineering is so hard. I’m about to throw up from drafting blueprints. The physics professor is just as naggy as our high school teacher. There are so many tabby cats on campus. Can we feed them together when you come over?]

I muttered, gazing into space. “I think you miss going to the doctor for a check-up. You need to see your psychiatrist. You’re losing it, man.” I waved my hand in the air. “No. I miss my wife. You think she misses me, too.” I remembered how she responded to my kiss and smiled like a lunatic. Brent shook his head but never said a word in response. “I miss my mom. I miss my dad. I miss my wife the most.” My voice broke. I kept mumbling those words repeatedly until I could not remember anything anymore.