Past Lives Couldn't Ever Hold Me 소설 & 이야기

He’s a grown man—he can do whatever he wants. But the pain in her chest only sharpened. *Still… I couldn’t bear it. I am the only one still stuck in the past*

She only left in satisfaction after my blood soaked through the dark fabric. She was right. Jake would not believe me. However, it no longer mattered. The countdown in my mind had already reached zero. The moment the door closed, my consciousness began to fade. Memories of our past love flashed before my eyes. They were beautiful, warm, and once real. In the end, they shattered like glass, dissolving into nothingness. I let out a broken laugh as my arm went limp and fell. Jake, in my next life, and the one after that, I never want to meet you again…

I always have. But if my past life taught me anything… if burning myself with my dead daughter in my arms taught me anything… I know I can’t trust anything. I can’t trust anyone. Not anymore. Not even Caleb Martin.

"I've made up my mind to go through with it. I deserve a fresh start." Without another thought, I tipped the vial back and drank it all. My wolf howled inside me, thrashing in agony. This was the cost of my freedom, and I'd pay it. … Time flew by, and before I knew it, my first day at the new job had arrived. My colleagues welcomed me warmly, and it felt like my life was finally getting back on track. I used to think those painful memories would stay with me forever, that I'd never be able to move on. But with the support of family and friends, and as time passed, I healed faster than I expected, leaving the past behind me.

I really had no idea how much time went by or how long I was asleep but for now, I didn't care about it. I am not fine. I never was fine. In my last life I couldn't take the pain I was dealing with and left everything behind. I don't remember much of my past and I am scared to remember it. I don't want to remember all the things I went through but I knew if I wanted to get a deeper understanding of my emotions I had to do it. I want to be able to live a life where I am truly happy. Maybe this time I will be able to find happiness... I don't have high hopes about it but... I do want to try...

“No wonder she doesn’t listen to you and is mostly non-existent in your life. It’s because until today she had never been granted existence by the person she exists in. I can imagine how she might be feeling inside you — trapped and suffocated. Zeve Amor Blaze, how have you been living your life?” I dropped my gaze. “I can’t say if I was life. I didn’t know what living was until I travelled with you.” He let out a throaty sigh. “Wash away your past if it hurts, cherish it if it strengthens you. But don’t be stuck in it. Because you have already lost all control over your past. What’s under your control is your present and your future. I don’t want you to be stuck in those hurtful memories,”

Maybe it’s time to give up. It is time to give him up. Heaven knows I tried several times and it is not working. I am not travelling back in time. I am losing hope. Maybe the past is not a place for me. There is no place for me in the past. I’m sorry Eric, I cannot save you. I miss you. Underwater By Nikki Flores If I could draw a line around myself If I could be invisible, no one could hurt me now And I would never need nobody else

“Even during that terrible time of silence, I couldn’t—” Back when I thought I would never see you again. And Father didn’t want me. “And when Maddie was still around,” I remember quietly, the weight of the past hanging heavily on me. It feels so long ago now, almost a lifetime. “I couldn’t bring myself to let go of a single one.” I hug my arm to my chest, trying to hold onto the fleeting comfort of those memories. “I just couldn’t.” And then, the words slip out with a little laugh. “I must sound quite silly, don’t I?”

My question lingers for a few moments. “My past holds some negative things. I have done everything in my power to try to change the perspective of the way people see me ever since the incident. If you had stepped out and Harmony didn’t have enough strength to keep the Kingdom and myself going, I had instructed her to save the Kingdom. Deep down inside, I knew that there was a chance that I wouldn’t make it today. I accepted it as my punishment for what I had done in the past. That was all a minimal thought within me, though. I knew without a doubt that you would keep us all alive. I foolishly told myself that if you found it in your heart to keep me alive, I would try and see my own worth fr