Novel & Cerita Please Stop Trying To Leave Me

There were no words that could explain the depth of what I was feeling at the moment. “I will repeat this one more time: I need you to leave. Now. You being here can put me in danger, do you realize that? Why are you stubborn? How hard is it to understand that I don’t wanna have anything to do with you anymore? Didn’t you get the divorce papers?”

I have no intention of letting you go, ever. ***

He wrote, "I don't want to see you, that's why I left that house. Don't come here again." I sighed, shoulders slumping. "I'm trying Blake," I started, hating the way it came out soft and broken. "I'm trying to keep away like you want me to but I can't. It's hard. All I want to do is stay by your side and protect you. I just want to be there for you. So it's hard to do when you tell me to stay away."

"Let me go, let me go, let me go, Maël Saravia! Act like a man for once in your life!" "Delu." He trapped me against the door, his arms caging me. "I know you want to leave, and I get it. But if you love me—if you ever meant what you said—you’ll forgive me. Please, baby, don’t go. Yell at me if you want, but not like this. You’re bleeding. If you want to leave the apartment, at least calm down and let me check that cut. It could get infected—you can’t go like this—" "Don’t manipulate me. I’ve had enough of that. Let me go. Move, Maël—what part of this don’t you understand? I want to leave. I want to leave!"

“And stop sleeping with your shoes on.” “I don’t—” I started, and remembered the last three nights when I forgot to take them off because I didn’t trust this floor to hold me if the dreams came back. “Okay,” I said. “I’ll try.” “That’s the word,” he said, satisfied. “Try. Try not to chase what’ll come if you stand still. Try to be the man she could look at without flinching. Try to want more than against.” “I want with,” I said, surprising myself. “I want with so bad it hurts.”

I just need him to understand. He seems speechless, as he just stares into my eyes sadly. “Look, I’m not trying to be hurtful. I just want you to see it from my perspective. I don’t belong here. Can we just move on and pretend I’m not leaving? I promise not to bring up leaving again.” I say, hoping he’ll agree. He looks conflicted, but nods in agreement. “Yeah, we can do that.” He answers.

“Maybe this isn’t what I think it is. Maybe we are just two broken people who found each other… and maybe it’s not enough,” “Maddison,” Dishevelled and distraught, he tried to reach out to me. “Stop.” I said, moving away. He kept walking towards me. “I am asking you to stop.” I said strongly. His feet skided to a stop like I had frozen him. I shuffled, swiped my face, strengthened my voice. “I am leaving and you are going to let me leave Corian. You will not stop me. You will let me leave,” He looked helpless and all I wanted to do was run into him, hold him tight and tell him I’d never leave but in that moment, I wasn’t staring at the Corian I fell in love with.

Even in the end, he didn't let go of my finger, "Stay" he once more requested me but I yanked it away. I am becoming emotionally drained, and I don't think I can stay here much longer. I have to leave tomorrow morning itself.

“Do you not want me here anymore? Fine—fine, I’ll leave if that's what you want!” I tried to pull away, frantic, but his arms locked around me. “No.” His voice cut through the panic. “I don’t want you to leave...calm down.”

"Nothing this is going to go well and you know it." "We don't know what might happen, but we're going to avoid it." "I asked you to stay out of all this Gabriel." I focus on why right now I don't need to be weak, I need to be strong for all three of us. "Go back to the bedroom." "Oh my God, are you going to do it?" "Yes."